An angels lover

~Guilty pleasure~

Alani

He moves to my side of the bed and stands towering over me, "I need to fuck you." He reaches out for me and I back away.

"I'd rather you kill me," I snap at him "you said I had two options right?"

"You ran out of your fair share of choices," he grabs my legs pulling me towards him "but I'm not going to rape you."

"Wouldn't be the first time." I roll my eyes and then watch him go tense.

His eyes grow cold and then he lets out a frustrated sigh, "Just give me your fucking consent."

"Fucking you would be the last thing I do." I push him away but he grabs my arms and pins them above my head while leaning down on me with his body weight.

"Don't make me fuck you into submission, cause I will." He threatens and quite frankly I believe him.

I take in a shaky breath as his brown eyes stare down at me with deep depth I don't understand "I don't want this," it's not the whole truth but it's definitely not a lie.
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"How would you know, you haven't tired it yet." He tells me putting me in silent shock "Would you like to be used as my sex toy?" I hear his belt un buckle.

I shake my head no as he lets go of an arm and starts to take my shorts off, my eyes start to water fast and he sees me discomfort but doesn't stop. "Then I suggest you start behaving."

Once my bottom half is naked and he's pulled his trousers down he leans into me and I feel his manhood enter me making me gasp.

My head rolls back as my hands go into fists, he's packing a little too much for me to handle. I feel him pull out and then he penetrates harder making me moan.

I feel his grip soften out my wrist as he laces our finger together, my eyes shut in pain as I feel his head rest in the nook of my neck.

His heavy breathing speeds up as my moans get louder the more he speeds up, "It's too much!" I breath out and I feel him plant soft kisses on my neck but he doesn't stop.

"With the way you talk, this isn't enough!" He pounds me harder, curse my smart mouth! He removes a hand and works his way down to my clit.

His rubbing sends my hips on a mad one making me moans uncomfortable, I mean at this point anyone could hear me to a mile away.

The feeling of Louis coming in me is new to me making me almost scream and my legs shake while listening him cruse under his breath.

"Oh my gosh!" I sigh opening my eyes to look up at him.

"This would have been a lot enjoyable if you weren't so difficult." He tells me pulling out getting another sigh form me.

Tears roll down my eyes as I sit up crossing my legs, I start to ball into my eyes not able to hide any of my emotions no more.

I don't feel ashamed or disgusted and those are the reasons I'm crying, why did I enjoy that? I mean I tired not too but at the same time I couldn't help it.

I'm so mad at myself for almost moaning his name too, I can't believe I would do that to Cultun.

I hear footsteps move away from me and then the door opens and closes, I look up to see Louis no longer here so I rush to the bathroom.

I turn the water on and start to wash myself, I kid you not when I say I've never washed my pussy for so long.

I can't believe I let him hit, and even worse I let him cum in me meaning that I could be pregnant. I need a plan. Now!

Now I feel sick and it's not because I'm pregnant, well I hope not. I finish my shower then get into some comfy clothes, the moment I tuck myself in the door opens again.

I watch my bodyguards that I knocked out earlier walk in and stand by the door, they probably hear everything making my frown grow.

I grab a handful of my sheets and cover my face, now I only have one option left. Telling Louis the truth.

I have to tell him that I don't want kids right now because I know the price I have to pay in order to birth that child. I don't want to die!

It takes me all night to work up my courage to tell him in the morning but he doesn't come, in fact I don't see him for another three days.

I try to keep my shit together but I'm really on edge, with missing Cultun and worrying if I'm having Louis' baby or not, I would be surprise if my hair starts turning grey.