An angels lover

~An understanding~

Alani

"Who put that in your head?"

"You did!" I scream at him then just decide to shut up. I can't argue with someone who won't listen.

"Fuck!!" His rage bounce off the wall, he literally throws the test across the room making it shatter into pieces.

I watch his temper rise as he doesn't stop at the test, he continues to throw things around like a big baby.

Vases, the phone, plants, candles, anything. Only difference is that he's making a bigger mess any baby could make.

I stay on the ground listening to everything brake around me but I don't even attempt to calm him down.

Don't want him to mistake my for an object and throw me. Wouldn't be the first time he's mistaken me for an object.

"Isn't this what you wanted?" I say when things finally stop flying around. "You wanted an heir."

"My father wanted an heir! He wanted me to have an heir! This isn't what I wanted." I look up to see him lean against a wall before sinking.

He starts to whisper to himself making me question whether he's mad or not, he buries his head in his hands before running it through his hair.

"If I talk to Kenna she can do a spell, she'll do anything to get out my dept. She can save you," he's whispering to himself. The rest I don't hear.

"Didn't you want—"

"Shut up!!" He startles me a little "You don't know shit about what I want."

"You're making no sense." I shake my head not even bothering to ask for clarification.

"A few months ago you wanted me, you put up a fight and got me. Then you wanted me to submit so you did it by force. Then you wanted to impregnate me and you did that too."

"Tell me what I'm missing Louis!" I look up at him. "Isn't this my duty? I give you an heir and you leave me alone?"

"Alani I will slit that pretty throat of yours if you use my words against me one more time." His tone is tired but we all know he's a man of his word.

"It's can't be undone. You can't just change your mind." I keep my eyes on the floor, I can't miss carry this child. I can't stress.

The silence swims around us as the minutes of us sitting in our own corner pass by, Louis hasn't taken his eyes of me making me question his intentions.

I've put even more distance between us leaning on the glass door of the balcony, my eyes close before opening them again to look at Louis.

I'm surprised he's still here. If it isn't to use me I don't know why he's sticking around, what more does he want.

I finally get up off of the floor and move to the broken vase near me, I pick up the pieces of broken glass. I move to the bathroom putting them in the small bin.

I take the whole bin and go back to cleaning up the mess he made. I try putting as much as I can in the small bin but it soon stars to overflow.

I look over at a still mute Louis, I've never seen him so...vulnerable? His knees aren't far from his chest as his hands hang over them.

He stares at where I was looking into the balcony. I move to him sitting five feet away from him. I bring my knees to my chest hugging myself.

"I take it you don't like me—"

"But you do." I cut him off "You're obsessed with me and it's scaring me." He doesn't deny it.

"Don't speak over me." His words are flat making me swallow down hard. "Do you really want this?"

"I'm not in the position to make any decisions, this is what I was made for." I tell him.

"I'm ordering you to have an abortion. You will not have this baby."

"What is wrong with you?"

"This only proves your fertile," he doesn't even answer my question "no one except you an I know about this baby. It's going to stay like that."

"Why are you doing this? Why now?! All this time I've told you I didn't want a baby but you didn't care. Why now!"

"Your time has been expanded." He looks over at me "You're deadline is your nineteenth birthday. You don't have to bare my kids now."

"What was my deadline before?" I question.

"Sixteenth birthday."

"So what's the problem?!"

"Come on." He stands not giving me much of a choice, he moves to me and I back up. That doesn't stop him, it never does.

I fight him off but he grabs me throwing me over his shoulder. "Louis!!" I scream banging my fist at his back.

He opens the door stepping out "Grab her some shoes." He orders and we start moving down the stairs.

"Louis please." I keep fighting him digging my nails in his back but it doesn't help, we just keep going.