An angels lover

~Blue~

Alani

What if I just- now that wouldn't be smart.

But no one would miss me, Louis' only interest in me is using me for sex. Cultun wouldn't even know that I'm gone.

I have no parents and no one to look out for me, what will I be missing? There's nothing for me here.
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I start to move a leg over the railing and end up on the other side, I see Louis storm in the room and his eyes lock with mine.

I watch him get closer almost ripping the door off it's hinges and I take my escape, for a second I feel the breeze through my hair.

The air surrounds me like a comfy bed and I can feel myself letting go, my heart speed up and I smile at the thought I'll go like this.

It'll only take a second and the minute my body smashes to the floor it'll all be over. No more crying, no bad days and no Louis.

I want to go but the hand that grabs my wrist with all its force disagrees with me "Alani open your eyes!" I hear a familiar roar.

"Let me go." I whisper wanting nothing more.

"Look at me! Alani look at me!" Louis screams again but I don't, I feel my feet walk on air and enjoy it. I try to slip through his fingers, closer to freedom.

"Fuck!" I hear him shout and then he starts pulling me up and I feel my body go up with his strength.

My eyes open to see a blurry version of a soothing and desperate Louis, I haven't seen his eyes fill up with so much concern yet.

I blink hard clearing my vision and seeing Louis, he looks hopeless and tired as he tries to pull me up.

I turn my head looking down at my death, maybe this isn't what I want. My this isn't what Louis wants.

If he wanted me dead I would be right? I can't just go and kill myself, people might not want or need me around but I do.

"Hold on baby...please." His tone begs so that's what I do, I reach out to the railing and grab on it trying to hold on.

Baby? That's the first.

With no effort Louis pulls me back up to safety and I drop on my knees no longer able to hold myself.

I feel Louis' arms wrap around me protectively as I melt into his arms, I feel the same sense of security as I did the first time.

I hate the fact that this is what I'm into now, I don't want to be here. I want to be in Cultun's arms but this is all I get.

I rest my head on his chest and feel his grip around me, I don't know how long we stay here but I finally decide to get up.

"I need to go get ready before we're late." I tell him standing up.

"Are you serious?" He looks up at me a little disturbed, I nod and walk back into my room.

I don't meet the guys' eyes afraid they'll look at me with pity so I just grab the hanger that's on my bed and make my way to the bathroom.

I put the dress down placing it on the counter and the start to unzip it, oh wow. It's the first dress that a tired on when I got here, the blue one.

Before I even start to get dressed I open each and every one draw until I find a curling iron and some makeup.

I start to bake my face the with the bare minimum but I don't mind, I put the basic on. Foundation, concealer, blush, highlight, mascara and set it.

I finally start to move to my hair and quickly do that before putting the dress on, to my surprise I think I like it a little bit more now.

Maybe it's because it's one of those dresses where everything has to look good in order for you to rock it.

I open the door walking right past Louis who was standing near the bathroom door "Do I have to wear heels?" I walk into my closet.

"With that dress, yes." I hear behind me and pick out some mat black heels, I carry them by hand and then walk out to meet Louis.

I watch his eyes scan me form head to toe "Stop it." I tell him doing a quick scan. He's all dolled up looking like a brunette version of Ken.

Probably didn't notice before because he was too busy trying to save me and I was too busy dangling off the balcony.

"Here," he steps forward making my go back one.

"I'm sure I can manage." I reach out my hand and he puts a diamond bracelet and a ring in my hand.

"Let's go." He takes the lead and I follow close behind him.