~Myself~

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Alani

He doesn't stop trying to catch me so I always have to have something between us "I'm making you my sex toy."

"No you're not." I shake my head then watch his eyes glow fire red.

"Leave us!" His tone is cold and demanding and a wave of concern washes over me as Chis and Killian leave.

He struts his way over to me and I back away fast "Stop! No! No!" I scream and he grabs my by hair leaving me no choice but to follow him.

He throws me on the bed making me land face first and as I try get up I feel him push me down and then his hands go under my shirt gripping my waist.

He takes both my arms putting them behind my back and ties my up with something, it doesn't even feel like rope so where did he get his from.

He flips me over putting me on my back and I try untie myself, he takes my by the throat pulling me up to him.

"Overstimulation isn't something you want to feel." His thumb runs past my bottom lip dragging it a little.
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I turn my head away from making his grip around my neck tighten. He pushes me down and practically rips my shorts off.

At least the shirt is oversized so it covers up some corners of my under half, he turns me over again putting me face first into the covers.

He then pulls me up putting on my knees as I feel my back press against him, he moves hair away from the side of my face then leans in.

I close my eyes not wanting to see him again but all I hear is his belt un buckling, I let out the shakiest breath as my eyes start to water.

The feeling of his manhood entering my butt hole and not my cunt surprise me making a mix sound between a gasp and a shriek come out of me.

Three forceful finger go up my cunt making a painful moan escape my lips, my body leans backwards on his for support as he rubs my clit.

I feel his free hand that's around my neck move upwards and he puts two fingers in my mouth almost making me gag.

The three motions start to move together making the tears in my eyes fall. "This is what I feels like to be fucked into submission," just as he finishes his sentence he moves everything deeper in me.

A week shriek escapes me as his fingers in my mouth muffles it, I don't know why but he pulls out.

I drop forward and he frees my hands, I slowly move then stop staying down. My eyes stay shut as I start to sob into the sheets.

He didn't even fuck me, all he did was move inside me and he pulled out. All that to show me what waits for me if I don't listen.

My ass is on fire.

I hear him walk away from me so I start to relax a little, I start to get up feeling wind between the spaces his warmth use to be.

"We're leaving in a hour," he drops something near me but I don't even bother to look at it, when I hear the door close is when I take my chance.

The room is empty and he doesn't even tell my guards to come in, I'm alone. For once. I shakily get up and slide off the bed.

I don't even try getting up letting the paralyzed state pass and I just lie there, all this is a little too much for me.

Even with Cultun he gave me at least an ounce of dominance but with Louis I don't even have a say, what he wants goes.

I'm not used to that and I feels like I'm not even myself because I find myself falling into submission a little too fast.

The door opening scares me awake and I see Chis and Killian back in their place, I sit up finally having the strength.

I see my shorts near by and put them on with fatigue running through my body, ever since the first time Louis fucked me I can't sleep.

The haunting feeling of betraying Cultun keeps me up at night and I can't shut my eyes for too long in fear that I won't wake up.

Afraid I might drown, in my own feelings.

I make it to my feet then start to move to the balcony, I turn around knowing that I have two pairs of eyes on me.

"Where's Louis?" I ask no one in particular.

It's takes them a moment but Killian finally speaks up "Next door."

My eyes stay glued to the floor as I go to unlock the balcony door, I let it slide open stepping out into the day light.

The sound of busy cars race past at the wind brushes through my hair, I stop and the railing and hold firm onto it.

I look down to see all sorts of people walking in different directions, kids running, couples and friends laughing.

I remember when I had friends, it started with Cultun and then his friends became mine and then Lilac came in.

My eyes start to water fast as my heavy heart beast slowly, I close my eyes letting the tears fall and listen to the busy town.

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