Letters I wrote you

Ten

I'm here again,

I don't even know why,

Because I love you,

because I always will,

because you promised,

you promised,

you had promised so much,

so much,

you had promised me Us,

and now you're gone.

You'll never grow old with me,

You'll never be able to accomplish all of your dream,

Those dreams you loved to tell me about,

How you were going to buy a vineyard and make wine for a living,

and how you said I'd be there too,

right by your side,

And how our children would grow up there,

surrounded by mountains.

How the stars would shine for us.

I love you,

I love you,

Why,

why is this world so cruel?

Couldn't we have been of those who are happy?

I wish you where alive,

Maybe if I close my eyes and hope enough?

I wish you where alive,

even if I wasn't

even if it meant we never had met

I wish you had lived,

If I could change places I would,

you deserve to be alive so much more then I do,

I wish you where here,

Please come back,

Please kiss me once more,

Please

please erase my memories,

so I don't have to stand this pain

No don't I don't want to forget you,

I love you,

Just come back,

I wish you had never left,

I wish you could have stayed

I should have made you stay,

But you had to leave,

why,

why,

why?

Why did you have to go,

come back

-Jane