Letters I wrote you

Thirty-two

Its Sunday,

I know right,

I only ever write to you on Saturdays,

but I have to tell you about what happened yesterday.

Well after Nora left, 

instead of watching a movie all alone like I had planed,

 I watched one with Tim,

I don't remember much of it though

but this time it wasn't because of Tim,

it was because I was to tired I couldn't keep my eyes open for longer then a few seconds in a row.

So slowly as the fatigue took over me,

I leaned over until my head rested gently on his shoulder and let myself fall peacefully to sleep. 

It wasn't much, but, it just felt so right at the same time.

And I don't know if it was my imagination or not,

but It seemed to me as if his heart was beating faster then it should have.

Waking up later I had a strange feeling,

as if something was wrong

I finally realized what it was

I had not memory of going to bed last night.

So what was I doing here,

fully dressed in bed?

It must have been Tim,

he must have carried me in his arms,

why does that fact make me feel two very different feelings?

On one side it feels weird, he should have just left me there, it really wouldn't have mattered, but on the other side, I can't help but blush...

It was sweet of him to do that for me.

So with that I got out of bed and went to the kitchen.

It was illuminated by sunlight that poured through the big glass window.

It was a beautiful sight if I may say.

It was one of those beautiful summery days where the sun was bright and the sky such a cloudless blue. I'll probably try and convince the others to make a picnic in the garden but it probably won't be to hard. And Darwin will probably really enjoy that.

*******

I didn't have to wait long before Nora, being an early bird, came in.

She told me all about last night and how everything had gone marvellously well and that they would be seeing each other more often.

That's heart warming, I mean she finally found someone, a nice guy this time I hope. I wonder when I'll get to meet him.

Not long after Tim joined us and thanks to his messy hair and his pjs it hadn't been hard to guess that he had just woken up. The look did suit him well though.

My cheeks instantaneously turned flaming red at the thought.

Luckily neither Nora nor Tim noticed.

I have no clue what I'm feeling right now

really I just feel lost.

I have to go, the others are waiting for me outside for the picnic idea pleased everyone.

-Jane