The Truth about our past (Wrrong choice? 2)

Part 2

 Next morning i got woken up by my moms angelic voice, she said "Good morning, time to wake up sweetie, we have a big day ahead of us" then she kissed my fourhead, I smiled while thinking of how mutch I love my mom, she's the most amazing woman in the whole world and I really look up to her and wish to be just like her when I grow up. When I thought of that she had allreaddy leaved the room for me and Lucas to dress up and get downstairs, we did.
downstairs we entered the kitchen to meet our beautiful mother Violetta again, our father Tomas and big brother Tobby sitting around the kitchen table, we just taked our seats and didn't say a word as usually just waiting for the breakfast to be served by our mother, I hate it to Be like this!, but we all are used to it cause we have lived our whole lifes like this, that's just our fathers rules...the only one allowed to talk is him and his bellowed Tobby!, our mother sometimes but she usually keep quiet, our father allways make fun of what she says and same for me and lucas, he make us feel less importante and small...now when i'm older i realises how bad My fathers behaviour is, he dosn't act like a fatherfigure for me or my brother, Just Tobby!, why is that?!, Is it cause Toby is Older?, or didn't my father want us?! in seacret i hate him for not treating us euqualy and he dosn't treat my mother right eather, it's sad but true that i honestlly never seen my mother have a real smile on her face when my father is around, i maybe took it to far but what i try to say is I'm verry comfused of all this, i won't say I want them to divorce, or that i don't love him cause he's still my father after all, i just wish he was more warm hearted to us and treat us all equally. but I guess continue to leav it be is the only option...that's what my father say when I wanna talk about this. In my thought Our brekfast got served, no one have said a word to each other and our familly breakfast is as boring as usually, but today I have desigded to not care cause today is the day, Me and Lucas are meeting our biggest Idol LV, i'm so excited about it, and I think my mom are as well, she will finally go back to her home country, the country she havn't been in since me and Lucas got born, that's over 12 years! I would have gonne insane if that was me leaving my country, everything I knew behind, her friends, her father, her everything and for what?!, "for us!" she use to say! that's bullshit!, I would litterally cry of happines if we lived there in her old home town, that is one of the manny things i wish for, that and meet LV. the 3:d thing is to meet my Grandpa for the first time, and all that will happen today. we're staying at my grandpas house this week when me and Lucas are being on LVs all races, meet and greets and trix shows....In my thoughts I got interupted by my mother petting my head, she smiled at me and I guess that means it's time to go. we all stand up and go outside to the car.

Me and Lucas fast got inside the car, outside we could see our mom give our father a kiss on the mouth before she got inside the car, honestlly we both thought it was discusting but we try hide it...our mom started the car and we all waved good bye to our dad and Tobby that Absoulutlly not wanted to follow us to Argentina for a reasson, but anyway we don't care that mutch, I'm happy that we can stop listening to his rules and for once be loved for reall, we can be like a normal familly and my mom can finnally speak up and be happier, no one who desigde what she do or when, she can do whatever she wants. as the car started driving I stoped thinking and instead got my attention on something else, I watched Lucas looking out the window and I clearlly could see his face shape, without realissing it I start overthink it like i usually do and realises, that face shape no one in our familly have, it's so verry uniq, i thought to myself why is that? i don't know...but i also start think of his eyes that have a verry uniq green/blue nyanced colour that I never seen before in my life!, It's so uniq and beautiful but still I wonder where it comes from, I mean, I have the same coulour eyes as our mother and Tobby have the same coulour eyes as our father, but Lucas, I never seen his eye coulur before!...I said to myself "No Lindy!, Pleas don't overthink again!, everything is as usually, there is nothing suspicious going on!!!" As you might guess, I'm a persson that overthink everything and are verry suspicious about litterally everything to, I also allways want to find the deep truth in everything, it sounds stupid but sometimes i just have that feeling inide me that tells me something suspicious is going on even though everybody tell me to stop beliving that and everything is normal. My mom use to tell me to not overthink, and that's why i try to stop... but anyway I didn't think about that mutch more cause soon we're at the airpoort.