The Truth about our past (Wrrong choice? 2)

Part 15 - Violettas Pro:

 I finally had him in my arms, the Love of my life, i knew it before and i knows it still that he's the only persson I ever want to be with, noone else...but i don't think he wants me....what he knows, I'm happilly marrid to Tomas and that we have this amazing familly with kids together, and that i'm happy...but no...i'm not happy....i don't have a familly with tomas, Leon dosn't even knows that all this...the kids i mean is thank to him, cause he's the father...and i havn't even told him...maybe if i did things would have been different, maybe then he would have let me stay, maybe then he wouldn't ask me to leav him, maybe then we could have been a familly, but stupid me keeped my mouth shut for all theese years, if i just told Leon how i really feelt and broked up with tomas back then, maybe i could be with him instead and be happy and maybe we could have done that magical night that i still remember all over again, my whole body screams for it...that time with leon was my first ever time having sex, and I loved every second of it and what came from it...My familly...but deep inside me, after that night I have been up at night thinking of Leon, his whole body and his soft lips pressed against mine, how mutch i want it again and how Tomas never gives me that, ever since Leon told me to Leav him I have been thinking of him and knew i wanted to be with him and the kids, I love him, no one else and the kids seem to love him to wich warms my heart more cause i knew they never liked tomas, me neither but I was stuck!! I shoulld never have leaved Argentina in the first place, I should have fighted for Leon...I should have told him what i feel for him...but I can never tell him, he will probably freak out and leav me again....telling me I'm crazy and that it's just an illution i get when i'm mad, and that i will change my mind later....but no, that's my feelings, I Hate Tomas! I hate Him! Hate Him! Hate Him!!! he honesstlly have destroyed my whole life and I did nothing to stop it cause I was week, I let him treet my children bad and me...Why didn't I stop it before!!!, why didn't I leav him?!! probably cause i had nothing else to go when Leon clearly didn't want me anymore, and also to stay in Argentina would bring back memories of him and what he said, that he never want to see me again, i thought then I needed to leav cause Leon broke my heart, cause of that night we speant, I leaved with tomas and got stuck when i shoulld have stayed with my one and only true love...If i did that everything would be different...I see now how I clearly made the wrrong choice in the past but that's just what it's...the past, it's all forgiven by now and right now in this moment I stand here in the park hugging the love of my life and I'm finally trully happy after all this years, i won't let go, I won't let him run away from me again, I wanna be with him, I wanna stay with him forever, And I never going back to Spain!, I will do the thing I would have done 12 years ago, I will divorce Tomas and tell Leon all my fellings, if he dosn't want me that's okey, I will be heartbroken but I allways have a part of him in my life, my children..Leon suddanly let go of the hug...."No don't stop!" I said out loud of mistake, he got supriced but gave me that beautiful smile of his, I honestlly meelted inside and the butterflies in my stomach got crazy, I can't even think anymore, i'm so deeply in love with him that just the voice of his makes me all girly and giggly, I think he realises I acts strange but don't bother to ask me, He just looked streight into my eyes and i look deep into his as my heart beat faster...I can see on his lips that he is saying something but i can't hear or make out the words, all I think of is how mutch i want to kiss him right now...but as I said before...I can't...suddanly something woke me up from this deep fantasy world of mine, it was the Prince charming, from my dream he said to me "Vilu are you awake?, I asked you a question" I apolegized and without thinking i said "Yes" to his question...He then told me "Okey then, I go do it, stay here!" And then he walked away from me, WTF did I just say yes to?!, Will he come back?, did I say something stupid or smart?...I'm verry comfused right now ....but one thing is clear, he told me to stay here and that's what i'm gonna do.