The Truth about our past (Wrrong choice? 2)

Part 14 - Leons Pro:

 I speant this day with Violettas children again, it was so fun and i honestlly feelt a stronger conection then ever to them now, it feelt like they are my children, like they are my family, i know i'm wrrong for felling that, but it makes me happy to be with them, it feels like they undersstands me and the fact that they are vilus children too...I just look into Lindys brown eyes and see Vilu in them, it makes me happy, same with Lucas, I know it shoulldn't be that way, but I look at him and see a younger verssion of myself, he's like the son I never had... i smile, I can see Lindy do that to, more then Normal, I wonder what's going on in that beautiful mind of hers...I thought about that while realising Vilu soon will pick the children up and I will see her again, I got a bit nervous but still happy and excited, I told the children it's time to go now, but they refused, I got comfused and asked why they didn't want to go...Lindy explained "I meant, before we go could you maybe buy us a soda or candy or something else?" Okey....That's weird...."I guess I can fast go buy something for you guys, then we go streight to your mother, you dosn't want to become late." I could see they got happy as I said that, I smiled and then hurried to the closest store and bought some candy for the childrens, but as I came back I got frighten to see they were both Gone!, I started freak out!, "LINDY?!!!,LUCAS?!!!" I screamed but nothing "Where are You guys?!....Not Funny!!" I go in circles and try to find a resonable solution of all this, Vilu maybe came & picked them up, or they got to the store to serch for me....or tHEY they got Lost!!!!...or...aaah!!!...I can't think clearly!!!!...The children are gone and it's all my foult! I should never have leaved them!!!, I'm dead worried and even a tair feel from my eyes by the thought of them being gone, Vilu will never forgive me for this....But no more thinking of that, still shaky of this all I serched the whole park for the kids but nothing....I go around hoping that Vilu did allreaddy pick them up, but no....I see her now walking towards me with worry in her eyes as she see me all alone, serching the place, she almost scream to me "Leon!!! Where is the children?!!!" and I need to tell her the truth...as I told "...I came back from the store and the children where gone" Violetta started Crying, she also started blaming herself for it all and claim herself for being a bad mother, "Violetta that's bullshit!..." I said, she looked at me and I continue "...Violetta you're the most amazing mother in the whole world, the kids loves you and allways talks about how lovely and caring you are, Lindy even told me that when she grows up she wanna be as amazing as you, and i don't blame her, cause you're the most amazing, beautiful, strongest woman i know, and you knows it, you're also the last persson to blame for this, it's honestlly all my foult, I never shoulld have leaved the children alone, that's why they are gone..." some tairs feel from my eyes "...I totaly blew it! didn't I?...I mean these children means so mutch to me, you honestlly can't even tell my love for them, they are like the kids i never had, i see them as my familly and now they are gone and it's all my foult...And I guess that means when they comes back I won't be allowed to speak to them or you ever again....I just want you to know how extreamly sorry i'm for all this...I undersstand all the hate you must feel for me right now and that you probably dosn't want to see me anymore..." I could continue that speach forever, If this will be the last second I'm with her then i'm gonna tell her all my feelings and biggest apoligy for messing up her whole life again but I got interupted "Leon I don't hate you" I hear Vilu say, I got supriced, still with teirs in my eyes i ask "You don'T?" my heart starts beating faster as she looked deep into my eyes and say "No actually the opposit" she then go closer to my body and put her warm arms tight around me, she hug me and I bacame the happiest ever, I feel safe in her arms, i feel like everything will be fine, I wanna be here forever, I love this feeling of her being this close to me, she havn't been in a verry long time and this actually makes me feel alot better...Wait a sec!....What is this?..."Shouldn't I be the one making you feel better right now?" Still in the hug Vilu say "don't worry This makes us both feel better...remember?" I would remember but right now..all i think of is vilu being close to me and what she said...that She feels The opposit of hate to me....does that mean she still loves me?"