The Truth about our past (Wrrong choice? 2)

Part 18 - violettas Pro:

We got Into the resturang and sat down at a table, I can't belive I finally got to be alone with him, the man of my dreams, we're sitting on opposit sides of the table and I can't help but to look into those dreamy eyes of his, I won't even blink, i just watches him and think of how our lips presses against each other, I want him so mutch right now...both romanticly & sexually, I could honestlly rip of that shirt right now and take him on this table, i dosn't care if people are watching, i just wanna show him how mutch i loves him. As you could have guessed I havn't been sexually active since that night with Leon, but ever since then I have also been obssesed with the thought of us sleeping together again, I have been wanting that body of his for years now and I finally have it...he was my first time and I was his, As I have heared my kids say, he dosn't have a girlfriend and from what they say I think he havn't had one since I left...It's so romantic, two lovers being apart for years, just waiting for each other...but now we finally are here, at the same place all alone... the only thing left is to tell our feelings , My true Love, I won't let you go ever again!, and I need to tell you what I feel for you..."Leon?..." "Violetta?..." we said each others names in sync, that must be a sign of true Love...I thought and with a big smile I let him talk first...in hope of him saying he loves me...but no, he just ask me how I feel...Not what I wanted to hear from him, but still that's sweet that he cares for me and my feelings, Tomas never did! That's the reasson I now in this moment choses Leon andnot that stupid boy I wasted almost my whole life with!!!, I still can't belive that I actually thought I loved him...Bullshit!!!...Ugh!!!!....But no,no, no No more thinking about that, I'm right now on a date with the love of my life and he's the one i will give all my attention to...he asked me a question and offcorse I say the truth "I'm fine, no worries, thanks that you care" I'm fine I'm better then ever, cause I'm with him. I love him!, love him!, Love him!! he looked at me as my face lighted up, He looks abit comfused and tell me he's glad,  then he looks down again, like he got ashamed cause he asked me...even though I think the shy Leon is one of the cutest things ever, I still want to make him more comfterball around me by asking him about himself..."...I mean....Leon we havn't talked to each other in so long, it almost like i dosn't know anything about you...our what you have been doing this past 12 years, Pleas tell me more about you"...he looked at me for a moment trying to memories what i just said...when his voice suddanly said "Okey then...What do you want to know?" as he said that my body got all warm again and the butterflies go crazy, The thought of having the power of get to know whatever i want about him makes me excited...even though i havn't a clue on what to ask him...."Just tell what you have been doing theese past years" He looked at me and said "Well...If you didn't allreaddy knew, I'm a verry big Motorcross driver here in Argentina, also around the world, but I allways refuse to leav this place and vissit other contries...I do races and trix...I don't know if there is anything else i can tell you more then that..." I got abit ashamed for forgetting the whole reasson I came to Argentina, It was cause the childrens would see their bigest Idol LV That's a motorcross racer...Leon.....I start Laugh alittle to myself thinking of I didn't know It was him my kids adored all of their life, I mean It was obious it was him, I mean LV, Leon Vargas is the same. and I allreaddy knew Leon did that Motorcross thing before and also I saw his body shape each time i entered my kids room cause they had posters on their wall, I haven't said it before but I allways thought that guy on my kids wall had a verry hot body and looked so sexy in that suit he uses when he do races but how could i be so stupid i didn't notice it was Leon?!...My hot Leon...I start to drown in his eyes again and the thought of his naked body came back, i want it...no I want him in that sexy motorcross suit he uses...can i ask him to put it on?...or is that weird? I couldn't even think of an answere to that cause Leon continued his talking, his voice said "...But anyways...How have you been these past few years? But anyways...How have you been these past few years? with Tomas and your family?...It has been pretty good I guess I mean I remembered how you told me before about the life with kids and marrige you allways wanted, and now you got it you must be the most happy woman on earth with a lovely husband and kids on your own"....I can't handle that...I need to tell him the truth about my life, i say to him right out "No I Hate it! That's not the Life I want!...I hate Tomas He is so careless to me and the twins!! I wanted nothing more then get out of there ever since we moved back to spain!!!" Leon looked at me like he saw a ghost, his face got all white and he try hard to get out the words from his mouth "T..hen ....why...did you stay with him?...Why didn't you leav?" I looked into his eyes as mine teared up "I was afraid and also had nothing else to go...my heart was broken.... By you.... I'm sorry ..." He just looked at me "Your heart got broken by me?..." i took a deep breath and try keep the tairs inside me "Yes...after our Magical night together we didn't talk to each other...and then A miracle happened to me... and I got to be the happiest girl ever but in that moment i was about to tell you, you screamed at me to leav, that you never wanted to see me ever again and that we can't even be friends anymore..." Leon continue my sentence "That's when you desigded to leav with him....Am I right?" "Yes" i said...."Leon I loved you & I do still...Pleas don't ask me to leav you ever again, pleas tell me we can be together, Pleas tell I can be in your life again...Pleas I need to have you in my life!" Leons eyes started tear up too "All these time you loved me...why didn't you tell me before?" I answered "I was afraid of losing you...But now when I saw you again I got hope that It actually can be us...And I ask you now...do you think it Can...Be us?