The Truth about our past (Wrrong choice? 2)

Part 17 - Leons Pro:

The cop recomended some resturangs me and Vilu could go to together, where we can just relax for alittle bit while they serch for the chilldrens...that sounds like an amazing idea but vilu probably dosn't want to go with me, how could she, the cop had allreaddy made things awkvard enough between us and also the fact that her children are gone, I can't belive the saddness and frighten she must feel inside but still keep that beautiful smile of hers, I look at this beautiful woman besides me and can't help but to smile, I say to the cop "Okey...we will do that" but only if Violetta wants! To my suprice Violetta got closer to me, put her hand around my arm and gave me one of the biggest smiles I ever seen, I didn't even notice when the cop walk away from us, all I can think of is Vilu, and how good it feels to have her this close to me again...I loked deep into those brown eyes of hers, but Suddanlly from nowhere the cop speak to us again, this time from far away, he say "I promiss you Miss and Mr...we will find your children no matter what" then he leaved for real.... Not that again! I can feel how my whole body got red, I wanted to tell the cop No...me and Vilu arn't marrid, it's just her children!...and I'm just a friend...but to say that might have done the sitvation even more awkvard then it allraddy is....especially for vilu, poor girl, but still she keep that smile up and I love it....I thinking about what will make her happy right now and what will make her less uncomfterball?...I think of nothing more then apolegizing for the awkvard moment that did just happened..."The cop don't know us and just wanted to help...but anyway...I undersstand if you don't wanna go tothat resturange with me and I respect that...It has allreaddy happened to mutch awkvardness today and also the fact that your childrens are gone, it would be best if we just stay and serch for them" Vilu looked at me...I now see how her smile dissepered, oh no!, I blew it again by reminding her of the children! "Vilu I'm sorry, i didn't mean to...." , she said "It's okey...." and after that, to my suprice she told she really wanted to go to that resturange with me and hang out like before, As she said that I could clearly see she looked at my lips the whole time also she made some peeks down at my body!!!...What does that mean?!!! What Is she doing?!, She is marrid!!! and have kids!!! No!!!I'm not gonna make her cheat again!! even though I still wants her, i still need her, i still love her...all i want to do is kiss her but that will destroy everything again, that will make her be afraid again, that will make her leav me again, I will do everything in my power to make that not happen, she is the love of my life and even if it hurts I can't be together with her cause i know she's happy...I know she have the perfect life that she allways wanted, and that's with another man...not with me, and it never will be no matter how mutch I wish for it...it all sucks!...but the weird part is Vilu is still staring closely at my lower parts and almost start drawling?!!!! maybe i just illutinat it or something cause I wants her so mutch...but one thing is sure and that's is she is looking at me with wide open eyes, maybe she waits for me to tell her something about the resturange....Where were we? right she want to go to the resturange with me...."If you're sure you want to go then let's go" I said to her with a big smile, she seemed to become woken up by her thoughts now and moved her eyes from my body to my Eyes, she smiled big at me and grabbed my arm again...we both walked to the resturange, I was still question myself why did just happened...Hopfully nothing will be awkvaed between us cause even if She's the love of my life I knows it can never be us, even if she seem abit attracted to me, or if she try make a move, I can't allow it even if it's all I ever wanted...It makes me sad but at least i'm her friend...cause that's what we do now...we're going out as friends and hopfully repere or relationship & forget about the past...I wanna hang out with her just like before, as friends...all we will ever be...Even if I'm still.....in love with her.