The Truth about our past (Wrrong choice? 2)

Part 16

I have been waiting in over 10 minutes, where is he?!, did he leav me as i thought?, I'm sure he did, he got afraid of my closenes and now he's gone forever and my heart is broken again, i almost start to cry, how did i become so stupid that I let him go again, that was the one thing I promissed myself to never do to him or myself ever again, I love him, and you need to fight for what you love and what your heart wants, but i'm to scared of being rejected and hated that i keep quiet, my whole heart hurts and the tairs fell from my eyes, the thought of Leon not wanting to be apart in my life kills me and I....I...I...suddanly got interupted in my thoughts, by strong, arms laying around me, it was a warm and safe place to be in and suddanly the tairs stoped felling and I got a smile on my face again. I turned around and saw Leon again, he saw I had been crying and asked me "what happened" but all I could think of was him still being here with me, he didn't leav me, he's still by my side and he is Hotter then ever😏I didn't realise it but I just rushed into his arms again and hold him tight in a hug, he hugged me back as i put my head on his shoulder, from that possition i could see right inside his shirt and GOOD! His body is exactlly as I remembered it, maybe even hotter then before, I want it!, all to myself!, I wanna make it mine Now!!!!...but I distract myself from those thoughts now, I move my eyes up to his neck, i wanna kiss it so bad right now and same with those perfect lips of his, i wanna kiss them and never let go...I want!...I want!...I want!...!!!In those thoughts Leon Let go of the hug once again, I asked him why he let go and he said it's cause the police are here. The police are here?!!! I freaked out, "What?!!!, Why?!!!" Leon looked at me a bit supriced by my reaction "Cause of the children..." OMG!, did I honestlly forget about them?!, How could I?....I must be the worst mom in the whole world!!!...I thought As Leon thoutched my shoulder, he calmed me down and told me we will go together and talk with the cops, he won't leav me untill we find the chilldren, he promissed. I smiled to him then we both go to the policeman, we told what happened and the cops said to us "I'm sorry, it must be really hard for you guys to lose your childrens" and that they would start a serch amidentlly after OUR childrens!!! also asking for OUR last name, Leon started blushing big time, cause the cop thought we are marrid and that it is OUR children he is about to serch for, wich it's, but Leon dosn't knows that, he thinks it's mine and tomas....ugh...I wanna thrrow up just by thinking of it....this whole lie and that I have been waisting my whole life on litterally nothing!...why can't Leon see, I wanna be with him, and I'm happy with him in my life, i want him to be in my familly, i want the real father of my children...that's probably why i got the biggest of smiles when the cops said "I promiss you we will find your childrens miss & mr....eh..what was your names again?..." No one of us answered, Leon just stood awkward at the side with a whole red face he try to hide, while I smile big at the cop...realising he wouldn't get anything more out of us he told he would go now and continue investegating but that me & Leon shoulld keep calm for a while & relax while they serch for the chilldrens, he recommended us to do something fun, maybe go on dinner or something...the cop suggested a resturange, and i got the happiest ever, this mean i get a date with Leon, just me and him all alone, maybe that will be the perfect time for me to tell him the truth about the children and my feelings for him. I'm still scared though, that he don't want to go with me, he have a verry awkvard look on his face...but suddanly he got a fast glance at me & my big smile,his look change and he say "Okey, we will do that" I got relived & took hisHand, but before we leaved for that resturange, the cop tell he will call us as soon he finds OUR children!!!. I loves it when he say it like that, i'm allreaddy used to it, mine & Leons children, me and Leon being marrid...Living all together in a house here in Argentina as the happiest familly, maybe we even make more childrens and a even bigger familly, I can feel how my heart beat as I think of it, i really wants it, nothing more, I wants Leon, Nothing can change that, the cop leav us and after that Leon from beside me start to apolegize for how the cop acted, he said he was sorry if it was awkvard and that if I don't wanna go on that resturange I don't have too, "But I want!" I said, Leon smiled "Okey then, if you're sure then let's go!"....Just like that we go to the resturange together and I can't be happier.