Poems

Rant...

(This isn't even going to be a poem or anything... I just need to get some things off my chest. FYI i accidently typed this on my other story sorry)

Everything just sucks. I can't do anything to make anyone happy. So much pressure is put on me and it's not fair. 

I'm 15. 

Not 30. 

I think everyone forgets that i'm still technically a kid. 

Yet I have the responsibilties of a 20 year old. 

It sucks.

I'm tired of it. 

My grades are falling because of it. 

My life is spiraling downwards because of it. 

i dont know how much more i can take 'cause this is killing me. 

I just want to be enough for everyone. 

But i cant. 

I can't do a thing right. 

i'm exausted. 

i cant even fight anymore. 

i'm a coward. 

I just quickly nod my head and submit. I used to fight back. 

what happened to that?

I'm loosing the fight i've been battling for a while and i don't know whats gonna happen. 

i just need to smile 

a real one

im just tired of all this crap 

this isn't even all my depression this is the unbearable feeling of always letting people down 

im sorry