Poems

Reality

This isn't a poem or anything. im just really upset about something and need to write about it...)

The reality is setting in that i have to quit riding. 

Cause of my sugery. 

All of these plans i've made so that I could ride are now getting thrown away.

We were so close to signing a lease on my new horse. 

Now thats gone and he has to get shipped back home to florida. 

I had just found a new barn with new friends and a great trainer. 

Now thats gonna be tough to keep without a horse. 

I want to cry because of how unfair this is. 

 I cant ride.

I cant get my early out from school. 

I cant show.

I won't even be able to walk damnit! 

It may not seem like that big of a deal to yall... but to me it's one of the biggest deals in my life. Sure I can possibly get back into riding, but that doesn't mean that every second I can't ride isn't going to hurt any less. Riding is my therapy and the fact that's being taken away from me just sucks.