Poems

You...

The effect you have on me is indescribable. I love the way our hands mould together so perfectly. I love when you rub your thumb over mine much like the way the ocean laps gently at the shoreline in such a calming and soothing manor. I love the way your eyes twinkle with this knowing look as we stare at each other. I love how i feel whenever you tell me you want me, you need me. Your scent drives me wild and I constantly feel the need to be in your arms surrounded by it. I love the way you make me feel. I am on cloud nine when I am with you.

But I hate how hard I fall for you. I hate how you are my number one and I am one of the many. I hate how I give into you time after time..after time. I hate how my body tingles every time you use that low seductive voice to get my attention. I hate how my heart skips a beat whenever you call me beautiful. I hate how even though you've beaten me and punctured my heart with your lies that I still come crawling back to you begging for another chance. I hate how you have me in your grasp and I can't do anything to get free.

I am madly in love with you. I am addicted to you. I can't get away from you even though I know very well that you are destroying me. I am powerless against you. I need you. I want you. Damnit please just set me free. I can't do this anymore.