Him | h.hj ff [EDITING]

day fifteen

'What if someone told you that you could run away? From all of your problems, all of your fears. To leave it all behind you, and live in a world where everything wasn't as it seemed. What if you were trapped in an endless dream, that feels like a reality, but was better than the life you're actually living. But the only thing is, the one person that means more to you than anyone else, the one who was always there for you, the one whom you loved and only wished them to have eternal happiness. Couldn't be there... Would you go? Would you accept the fact that you'd be stuck in a dream that felt so real, but.. that person would never get to experience it with you. All your troubles, all your worries, your fears, everything that hurt you was gone. The people in the real world would think you're in a coma, trying to wait for you to wake up, but you're stuck in that happy place, the place that makes you feel so safe and secure... Would you be able to take that last step into an eternal sleep?'

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Soojin sat down on the couch next to Hyunjin, it had been a few hours since she had shown up at the flat where the guys stayed at to see Hyunjin. 

"Okay but, can someone explain this to me... I was asleep for two whole weeks, and didn't realize it? I really thought I was living my life just like I am now, everything seemed to be doing well.. how did I just sleep for so long without waking? That doesn't make any sense to me." Asking everyone who had woken up or had come back to the flat after work that they had after school, or studying at cafe's. 

Chan, Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, and Jeongin were there. On the other hand, Seungmin, Felix, and Jisung hadn't come back to the flat yet. Chan was seated in a chair straight across from them, he stood up and started pacing back and forth. Thinking. of course there probably wasn't an answer. She was just to expect everything to be okay, she got "sick" slept for two weeks, although it felt like real life, and then woke up?? Everything she had dreamed of, hadn't happened nor would it ever happen. At least, that would be the obvious.

"I really don't know what to say Soojin, maybe you were just really sick. Though I feel like you would remember it. Just.. sigh. For now, don't stress too much over it. I'll look into it and see what I can find. IF I do find anything I'll let you know. Okay? Just don't worry okay? I'm sure everything is okay."

She nodded and let out a breath she didn't realize she had been holding in for a while. Though Chan had said to drop it, she couldn't help but feel uneasy about this entire thing. What if someone did something to her and she wouldn't have remembered it? What if she never was sick in the first place, who just sleeps for two weeks?? Or what if nothing is seriously wrong and she can go back to living her life the way it was before. She definitely hoped that would be most likely, which seems reasonable. She should just listen to Chan and leave it alone for now. 

She rose from where she was sitting and smiled, "Sorry, it's already a little late. I should go ahead and get back home, see you guys at school" She said with a wave and walked out the door, so many questions that needed reasonable answers, thoughts that scared her, making her think that the worst had happened. She was all the way down the stairs when she felt a hand on her wrist and quickly turned around to see Hyunjin, he seemed better, still not-quite himself yet though.

"Let me walk you home, please. I want to make sure you're safe" He said panting, since it seemed like he raced out the door after her. She let out a small laugh and nodded to his request. "Okay." She removed her wrist from his grasp and held his hand instead, thinking that maybe it would make him feel better. It to her surprise, it did. 

The two walked down the sidewalk for a little bit, finally reaching a bus stop and taking a bus to a bus stop that was fairly close to where she lived. Once they had gotten off the bus and where she stayed was finally in sight, she felt a little sad. In the past she wasn't really someone that would easily fall for someone. She took a peek at Hyunjin, what if this is a dream too? She couldn't tell what was real and what wasn't real anymore, what if she were to wake up again. A dream inside a dream? an endless loop? That scared her, though she hoped, with everything she had in her, that it wasn't the case. 

She was too scared and nervous to get too comfortable, just for if she woke up, if she truly was, in a never-ending nightmare. 

[ Author's Note ]

WhOooOp. Enjoy lovelies.