Feelings are fatal

Prolouge

It's weird that middle school graduation has come so quickly.

For some reason I always imagined some big blow out party to be thrown like the one in high school musical three after the wild cats won their last basket ball game. Or for everyone to burst out in song and dance singing about sticking together like they did they did at the end of every film.

But not us because that's the reality of a Disney channel movie. Our last day of middle school was celebrated at the spoon eating baby taters and drinking milkshakes. Nothing new nothing changed but that's okay.

Cyrus and TJ were at one end of the table being... well Cyrus and TJ which is making each other blush while they obsessively compliment each other. Buffy and Marty next to me having a flirting competition and Buffy talking about all the sports she's going to start doing in high school. Then of course the more recent and surprising couple Andi making googly eyes at Amber as she worked.

It had been the norm of things since Andi's party back in winter and it was the way I liked it. It was normal.

"So last day of middle school how do you all feel" Amber beamed

"Amber we're going to high school not becoming adults there's not much of a difference just harder stuff to learn" TJ whined while Cyrus leaned his head on his shoulder

TJ had been vocalising his frustration and nervousness about having to start math in high school saying he wasn't good enough with Cyrus always there to stop him saying that he is clever and he'll do fine.

"It's okay TJ were all in the same boat whoever said starting high school easy?" Cyrus reassured.

TJ just shrugged only for Cyrus to kiss him on the cheek which made him smile again. It was sweet. Most people would envy it but all my friends are dating one another you get used to it.

"Yeah TJ don't worry we all get it I mean I won't have any friends at SAVA can you imagine how that's going to feel?" Andi huffed Amber smiled at her stroking her head Andi smiled back gratefully

"You'll fit right in Andiman you're a great artist like Cyrus said starting new anywhere is nerve-wrecking but we'll be fine because we're in it together" I smiled

My friends sniggered at what I said I was confused.

"What did I say?"

"Come on Jonah" Buffy said "You'll make friends faster than any of us you'll be Mr. Popular in high school like you were in middle school one of those heart-throbes in the movies with a constant happy face. You probably already have friends there" She exaggerated

To be honest I felt a little small hearing that. Is that what people think of me? Some player with a smile on his face?

"W-well I don't really know anyone" I muttered

"We didn't mean to make you feel bad JB it's just you're a social butterfly high school probably won't be too bad for you that's all we're saying" Cyrus said

"Yeah maybe" I nodded

I shouldn't be thinking about high school we've got the whole summer before we have to worry. Like they said I'll be fine in high school.

I'll be fine.

I've had this idea for so long I was so excited I had to post the prologue.

Heyy thanks for reading this first chapter. To be clear this story isn't focused on one ship it's more really going into detail with Jonah's character and exploring his mental health and that 'human sunbeam' facade I really want to have fun with it.

I probably won't update until my ambi story is finished I just wanted you guys to see a little bit of it so I know what you think

Obviously there will be triggering things in this story but I'll put up a warning.

Love lj xx