Scarred {completed}

Chapter 16

"Hey babe!" I said and he pressed his lips against mine, there was a strong smell of alcohol. He muttered "hey" while pressing hard against my lips. "So babe...," his sentences were slurred, "what duya want for ya birthday?" "I don't need anything else Louis. Having my friends visit and this party is the best gift I've ever gotten." His hands crept onto my hips and he pulled me closer. "Really? That's pretty pathetic, I can give you more than you can imagine. I can get you anything that you want" his grip got harder. "I don't need anything else Louis. This is more than I ever expected." His hands started crawling to my backside. "Are you sure?" Louis was looking me up and down and then glued his eyes on mine. He was really turning me on. "Mmhm..." I said looking innocently at him. "Then you're in for a surprise, the best birthday gift you'll ever get. I don't think you'll be able to handle it" "Ha Louis, I don't think you'll be able to handle it. I don't mess around." "God, I can't take it anymore Marrissa!" He grabbed my bum and kissed me passionately. We moved to a corner and continued making out. He then took my hand and lead me to an empty room. He then pushed me down onto the couch that was in there and climbed on top of me. "No Louis," I said as he proceeded to remove my dress. "Come on babe!" Louis still tried to get it off but I slapped his hands away. "No!" I started to cry. He climbed off of me and sat next to me. "I'm sorry, what's up love?" I had a flashback about what happened. "No! No! No!" "Shh... calm down Marrissa. Please tell me what happened." Louis put his arm around me, I was shaking. "Don't tell anyone! Amber Julia and Sam don't even know about what happened." "I won't tell, I promise." "When I was living back home, I was the lonely girl in school. No boys wanted to go out with me. But when I was a senior in high school I finally got a boyfriend. I thought he was the best guy in the world and you could say I was desperate to be loved. So one night we hooked up and he was so alluring and was sweet talking me and he got me to do it with him. I was an idiot for falling for it" Louis interrupted me, "That jerk!" "Yeah, but this is the worst part that I'm terrified about. He was getting into it and started going hard and he hurt me, physically and mentally. He made scratch marks on my lower back and my inner legs...." I started crying, "and he was yelling out little bitch! you whore! And when he was done he called me his rape victim and he told me that he didn't love me." "Why didn't you just get up and leave?" "He handcuffed me to the bed and tied my legs down. And it wasn't those cute feathery pink handcuffs, they were hard metal. He used tough rope to tie my legs down too. Now his mark is left on my body, he left me scarred for life." "I'm so sorry, I will never hurt you. I love you too much to harm you in any way Marrissa." "I trust you Louis and I love you too." I cuddled with him and we fell asleep in each others arms.