Crossing paths

"Hold me in your arms"

Because of this covid i miss IPL and lot of things... My exam got postponed because of this it was hell!!! 😫😫😫😫

Shiv pov :

Why I can't go away from her!

I love her I can't be selfish with her!

I groaned in annoyance as i hear shanth chuckles "shut up you idiot this is all because of you if you didn't took car we two was now in our houses" i said scolding him.

I was in living room i was thankful to this old couple if they couldn't give shelter to us I don't know what do to with Nidhi in this time when it's raining.

"Bro if I didn't took car away you two will never have alone time together" shanth voice broke my thoughts.

"Okay baba fine! Come soon tomorrow morning" i said after he agreed i disconnect phone and looked at outside from window.

Suddenly I remember i left Shiv in room alone i know she was scared of being alone when it was raining.

So i went to room saw her laid on bed looking at ceiling. I can't be angry with my little kitty but her words still hurts me.

I cleared my throat her head snapped towards me i take out my shirt off because it was wetted.

I saw Nidhi turn another side i switched off light and went laid on another side of bed there is nothing much distance between us because it was a small bed.

Her arm brushed to me i closed my eyes tightly not wanting to do anything stupid that will hurt Nidhi.

She was looking so beautiful in this saree when i saw her in temple i lost myself but when she is in wet saree i was hardly controlling myself.

I felt her moving closer to me i groaned inside when i felt her close to me.

"Shiv" her angelic voice made me open my eyes i saw her looking at me in this moon light i can see her face.

"When I mentioned you as Shiva i saw something in your eyes what happen" she asked me i turn to her side to face her.

"My grandpa used to call me as Shiva" i said remembering how my grandpa used to called me i was small so I couldn't remember everything but some memories are still fresh for me.

"You are so much attached to them right" she asked me i nodded "before my parents take me with them i used to live with my grandparents" i said she smiled.

There was some silence we didn't said anything just staring at each other. Slowly her eyes closed i know she was so tired.

I hear thunder sound it wasn't loud but Nidhi stirred in her sleep and opened her eyes "it was thundering" she whispered. "Hold me in your arms" she said in low voice but i catch it.

I wrap my hand around her waist i felt her bare skin under my hand i felt my heart raced fast. I scooted her closer to me until our noses are touching.

"Please hold me more close to you" she said i pulled her more to me leaving no gap between us.

I felt my heart raced our breaths are mixing she was looking at me with her beautiful eyes.

"Shiva" she whispered i felt very happy when she called me with that name.

I closed our distance placing my lips on her lips she first shocked but kissed me back.

Her arms went to my hair and pulled me more to her i hover over her kissing her like there is no tomorrow.

We pulled back when we ran out of breath, Nidhi was blushing her eyes are closing i put my forehead on hers closing my eyes forgetting everything.

I felt her hands cupping my cheeks i opened my eyes looking at her beautiful eyes which is looking at me lovingly.

"I am so happy today" she said i caressed her cheeks "don't you ask me why?" She asked me i smiled "why" i asked her.

"Because you are normal with me" she said remembering me that bitter reality.

"Nidhi i was very hurt when you hide our relation like it will harm you" i said pulled back away from her lying on my side.

When her answer made me look at her in shock "I actually told kiran about us" she said biting her lip.

"What?" I asked her not believing her words "yes but he told me that it would be danger if you interfere in this so he ask me to lie to you that i didn't told him about us" she said.

How stupid she is because of this i keep avoid my Nidhi!!!

"But you could just tell me Nidhi you know" i asked her facing her "I know but i was in shock to register about my parents are died actually because of murder" she said closing her eyes.

I can't imagine how much pain she felt when she comes to know about her parents!!!

I am so stupid to push her i supposed to be with her but i was such a jerk

"Please Shiv don't avoid me" she said i felt her voice cracked I immediately sat on bed switch on bed light saw her face was covered with tears.

I felt pain on my heart when i saw her like this it was because of me i should understand her.

"Hey Nidhi look at me" i cupped her cheeks she was still closed her eyes tears are falling from her eyes.

"Okay i am sorry but please look at me" i pleaded I can't see her like this she opened her eyes slowly and sat up still crying.

"I am—-sor—ry" she hiccupped I immediately hugged her tightly i felt her tears on my bare chest.

"Sshhh....i am the one who needs to apology to you Nidhi, i was such a jerk i should support you instead of being such a selfish person" i said she wrapped her arms around me tightly.

"No Shiv it was my mistake that make distance between us" she said against my chest "i know i should told you before but i was scared what if something happen to you in this process" she said raised her head a little so she could see me.

"I can't loose you too" she said i kissed her forehead "i never leave you Nidhi" i said wiping her tears "Shiv can you promise me one thing" she asked me i nodded my head.

"Don't ever avoid me if i do some mistake please scold me and correct me but don't ever avoid me" she said a fresh tear slipped from her eyes.

I kissed her eyes one by one "promise, i will never avoid you it was like hell to me" i said she smiled and put her head on my chest snuggled close to me.

I want to ask her about why she was behaving differently when she was with durga and prasad but I dismissed that idea because I can't force her to do anything without her wish.

I will never do this again Nidhi and i will wait till you open up about what ever you are hiding from me.

I kissed her head "i love you" I whispered "love you too" she said i closed my eyes feeling her with me.

After many days i was being peacefully happy with my Nidhi, my little kitty.