Shawn stared breathlessly at me, watching what he did to me as I came undone in front of him. Our sweaty bodies pressed against each other gently, and as he finished, they separated. He collapsed next to me while letting out a deep sigh of relief.
"You're so fucking amazing." He said while trying to regain control of his breath as I did the same. I searched for his hand lying on the bed and once I had it in mine, he pulled my body closer to his, wrapping his arms around my bare skin. I snuggled against his chest, content with being surrounded by him.
The moment passed quickly though. He pulled away from me in order to begin getting dressed. I sat up from the bed and stared at him sadly. "You don't have to go, you could stay." I said, trying to keep him here with me.
He offered me a small smile. "I know, but we're not like that. We skip all the couple shit, that's why I love you." As he said it, he leaned down to press a kiss to my lips. I ached to pull him down, back into bed, back with me, but I didn't. Shawn wouldn't admit it, but he was afraid of committing to anything more than a exclusive fuck-buddy. I watched as he buttoned his pants and pulled his t-shirt over his head, knowing he was mine but not mine was despairing. He felt so far from my reach even though I could just grab him.
"I love you too." I whispered back. He glanced down to smile at me before crouching to my level. A solemn look fell onto his face as he spoke, his eyes screamed vulnerability. "I know we're in an impossible situation. I know you want more than this, and you deserve more than this, and I'm trying, but this is all I can offer for now."
I nodded. "I know, and I won't ask you for more than you can offer, at your own pace, Shawn. I'm waiting for you." I told him.
He kissed me gently and then rested our foreheads together. "I'm lucky to have you."
I smiled. "You'll never lose me."
He kissed me once more before pulling away to finish getting dressed. "I'll see you later, okay?" He said as he was leaving my apartment.
Once he was gone, I sighed and laid back down in bed. What was he doing to me?
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Fanfictionin which a girl with no life continues to write short stories about the love of her life that will never know she exists