Directioner's Dream {1D fanfic}

You, Kristin Foreign, just wrote a song?

~Courtney's POV~

"Kriss? Can you go with me to the gynaecologist today?" I asked nervously when we returned from the breakfast.

"Yeah. Sure." she told with light smile on her face. I would ask Cheryl too, but she was feeling sick earlier this morning. I guess she misses Louis too much. I miss Harry, don get me wrong, but now I have another problems.

“So we can head in an hour?” I asked.

“Yeah. So now, I going to take a shower and change into something presentable.” said Kriss and headed to the bathroom. I went to my room and started to decide what to wear. I decided for grey superman t-shirt and red trousers.

When I was going to do my make-up, suddenly I realized something. The next time I will be there, I will know if I pregnant or not. If my life is going to change or not. If I have to decide if I keep my baby or not.

'Wow. I really need to calm down!' I said to myself when I saw my shaking hands. I took a deep breath and quickly applied my make-up. I grabbed my purse and phone and headed out of the room. Kriss was opening her door too and when she noticed me, she smiled at me, took my hand and we both headed to the doctor hand-in-hand. When she held my hand I wasn't scared. I felt that everything's gonna be alright. And that's how best friends should make you feel.

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~Kriss' POV~

"You still have that blue guitar

and if you wanna know

i'm singing from my heart

'cause of my bad memories

i'm running through my hair.

You know i'm still that crazy girl

I just grow up

And i'm hiding from the world

Just let it go

I can't fall with you again.

I lost my heart in your eyes

which are blue like ocean under us

in my eyes i feel tears

you gave me of your heart only piece.

You still have that blue guitar 

which you played on

and singing broke my heart...."

I sang as I was writing lyrics in my notebook. I mean every single word as I sang it. I think it's obvious that I still love Zayn. And I wrote this song cuz I thought that when I put it on the paper, in the song, it wouldn't hurt that much anymore. I wanted to close this chapter of my life. But I couldn't. I don't know how and without me wanting this, Zayn's gonna be part of my life. Actually, part of my heart...

I closed my notebook and turned off the pen. I decided to go find Cher and watch some film with her. Court was in her room. She didn't speak with anybody since she got out from the doctor's ordination. I tried to speak with her but she just told me to drop it for now, that she will tell me later.I hope she's okay. 

I went to the door, opened it and found Cher with her laptop in her hands with Louis' skype face on it.

"Woooow." she exclaimed at the same time as Lou.

"What?" I asked confused.

"Did you sing that song or it was in the radio?" asked Cher.

"Well...uhm... it was me. Why?"