Maura's P.O.V.
So its the day that I go and tell jane about my past and I really dont want to. The big reason that I dont want to tell her is because I'm scared that she's going to leave me. But I know that I have to tell her so I go and text her and tell her that I need her to come over bc we need to talk. I dont get a reply back bc its late but ik that I need to do it so I'm hoping that she gets my message in the morning. When I get up the next morning I look at my phone to see if jane had texted me back and the next thing I do is text her again its worrying me bc she wont answer. She must be really busy but I have to get her to answer I finally get her to answer my texts and she said that's she is really busy that she would try and come over later but she wasn't sure if she could come over today. But if she got the time she would on her break bc today is my day off and im spending it trying to figure out how to tell her that Ian was a asshole and treated me like trash. I'm just scared that she will leave me and I care about her a lot and she means so much to me if I would loss her I would be heartbroken.
Jane's P.O.V.
So I was in bed last night and I got a message from Maura telling me that she needs me to come over tomorrow and that we needed to talk about something that really important. I didn't reply last night bc it was really late so I waited until this morning. But then I got really busy then she sent me another message telling me that we needed to talk and I was worry about it. If I would loss her I would be lost and I wouldn't know what to do with myself she's my whole world and she is my soul mate. But ik that she's needing to talk so I sent her a message back telling her that if I have time ill come over on my break. This must be really important but I cant just leave work but I need to be there with my girlfriend and the kids but if she wants to leave me then its going to kill me but I really shouldn't jump to anything till I find out what's going on first. It time for me to go onto break so I text Maura and tell her that Im on my way so that we can talk but im not going to lie im scared bc she never just say that its important and that I need u to come over and that we need to talk.
Maura's P.O.V.
SO I was laying in bed with the two girls when I got the message from jane telling me that she was on her way so that we could talk. I just dont know how im going to tell her I have a pretty good feeling that she's going to walk away and take the girls away from me and I love them very much. But what I have to tell jane is that I have a 5 year old son but I dont have him that his father does and that Ian used to beat on me and he would never take no for an answer. but I know it has to be done so when she gets here im going to go and lay Lilly and Niki down because they are already asleep. Im setting here trying to figure out how im going to tell her about it all bc I know she will walk away and take the girl with her and i dont want to lose them like I lost Andrew. But I know I need to tell her the truth about it all I cant hide it anymore I really cant shes the love of my life and my soul mate she makes my world stop and she makes everything else not matter she know everything to say to make me happy I want to marry her one day if she stays with me and dont leave me after I tell her all this.
Janes P.O.V.
When I walk into the house and I go up stairs I see Maura laying on the bed with a worried look on her face. By this time I know that there is something wrong because she wont look at me at this point I'm scared. I go and walk a little closer to see what's wrong and when I get closer to her she's In tears and I run to her bc I dont know what's wrong then she told me to seat down bc we needed to talk. So I did as told and she starts playing with her fingers so I know that she's nervous i ask her what's wrong and she just tells me that we need to talk and i was scared by this point in time. So i asked her what we needed to talk about and she said that im scared to tell u but the reason that i needed to talk to you was because its about y past.
Maura's P.O.V.
I get to talking to jane about my past i just dont know how to tell you this but in the past bf we ever meet i was with a guy named ian and he was not very nice he beat me and raped me for so many year i.i didn't want to tell u this bc i was so scared that you would leave me when i told u this. ik that it was hard with hoyt when he attacked u and i was so scared when that happened to u ik that it was going be hard when i told u this by this point and time jane had tears in her eyes and she looked pissed i didn't know what to say or do at this point and time ik that i needed to tell her
Janes P.O.V.
I was so pissed at this point that i didn't know what to do i knew that i wanted to find this son of a bitch and blow his brains the fuck out. i went to Maura and i held her while we cried together i new that she needed me at this point in time i mean the girls aren't even a month old yet and she told me this maybe that's why we haven't done anything. I mean is it bc shes scared of what 's going to happen to her is she scared that im going to hurt her i would never hurt her she is my soul mate and my one true love i couldn't see my life without her.
