I'm not a man, or anything else (Suicidal Kirishima X Bakugou)

chapter 2. please go

Kiri's Pov

When we arrived at school, we amediately went straight to the classroom.
I went to my chair and sat down,
I looked around for Mr. Azawa but didn't see him anywhere
Hes never on time, but we still love him for putting up with all of us
I put my head on my desk and let my mind wonder.

I started to think about this morning and my mom, she hasn't always been like this. It started after dad died I was around 10 years old when it happened. I was in the back seat my mom was in the passenger's seat and my dad was driving.
When all of a sudden a anothe car drifted into our lane going 50mph
I got out without any serious injuries
My mother had to get 169 stitches in her chest and had a concussion and a broken arm.
For my dad. He didn't make it.

I feel a tear start to fall down my cheek
I loved him so much, we had so many good memories we used to stay up until 1:00am watching funny YouTube videos and eating ice cream, chocolate with wiped cream, Rainbow sprinkles and 3 cherries.
We did this every Saturday night he was home.
because that was the only night he was home most the time.
His work made it where he wasn't there a lot.
Something I wouldn't see him for weeks at a time.
I hated not seeing him.
I'm not sure why but it seems like my mom blames me for it sometimes.

I heard Mr. Azawa come in
I quickly wiped my face
But he looked at me for a second
He then walked in front of the class and gave us the assignment for the day.

15 minutes into class I raise my hand and ask if I could go to the restroom
He sed yes and I got up and left
I put my hand on the restroom door and started to open it when I felt someone grab my shoulder and turn me around.
I'm looking at a purple haired boy, I don't remember seeing his around

Ummm who are you?
Shinso he says with his hands still tightly squeezing my shoulders
Can I help you?
Yes, actually you can

He then drags me into to bathroom and shoves me on the floor
And proceeds to kick me in the stomach.
I gasp for air
What's you name he asked?
Kirishi-
I then had no control over my body.
Is this his quirk?
He moved his hand up and my body did to, I was standing up to a wall.
I couldn't do anything, I could see and think but I couldn't move, use my qurk or talk.
He then proceeds to grab my wrist and pin them to the wall above my head.
He was a good 5 intches taller then me.
Then he starts kissing me, I couldn't do anything I was helpless
Then he takes one of his hands a slides it down the front of my pants

Then I hear the door to the bathroom open, my eyes dart over and I see Bakogo standing there in shock.
I gess Shinso stopped paying attention and it inactivated his quirk.
I fell to the ground with tears running down my face and new little bruises around my wrists.
Bakugou runs over to me asking if I'm ok and me violently shaking my head no.
He then looks up as Shinso
WHAT THE FU-
I covered his mouth with my hand
Dont talk to him, if you talk to him his quirk activates and he can control you.
He gives him the death state, gets up and knocks him unconscious, he was furious.
He looked at me and sed can you walk?
Yes.
Ok, I'll walk you back to your place, I'll go tell Azawa what happe-

NO! no, please don't tell anyone

Ummm ok. But your not gonna go back to class. I'll tell Azawa you got sick in the bathroom and that you went back home

Ok.

He then walked me back home and took me inside,  on the table there was a note

I'm not gonna be home for 3 weeks for work.  -Mom

Will you be ok all alone? He sounded genuinely concerned

Ya I'll be fine.
I dont ever tell anyone but she does this all the time

made sure I was ok and went back to school.