Erasermic hanahaki "Only You"

Bloody Pink Petals

Shota's POV:

I got back to my apartment and slammed the door shut. "I'm glad he didn't see me." I took off my shoes and sat down on my couch. "Why did I do that? I don't even know my new neighbor. I haven't even seen him before." I just said and laid down. "What ever, at least I don't seem like an ass." Yawning, I looked over to the wall next to the door.

On the wall hung a calendar. I had no plans, so really the only thing marked down there was the holidays and the beginning of school. "Ugh." I walked over to the calendar and looked at it. "October? That's not right." I looked at my phone to see it was April. "Damn. April already?" I fumbled with the calendar to flip to the right month.

"November, December..." I flipped through each of the months. "January, February..." There was a circle in February. That was when UA had their entrance exams. "March, April. There it is." As soon as I flipped to the page, I saw a big red circle. "W-what? What's next week- oh shit. That's the first day of school."

I knew it was soon, but not THAT soon. That got me thinking again. "What if Hizashi really IS going to be a teacher at UA? Can I really go in the building knowing he'll be there?" Thoughts swirled around my head. I loved Hizashi. He was my whole world. I couldn't take it when he left. I was so upset and angry that I never even said goodbye...

*Cough, cough,* All of a sudden I started coughing. I covered my mouth with my hand and ran to the bathroom. I leaned over the sink and coughed up a whole bunch of shit. "What the hell." I turned on the lights to see a little pink petal and a bloody mess in the sink. "What in the world... petals? I didn't eat a fucking flower... so why did I cough up a petal." I shook my head and washed the mess down the drain.

"There must be a logical explanation. I just can't find one though!" I kept thinking as I laid on the bed and wrapped myself in a blanket. "Ah, whatever." I willed the thought out of my mind, but almost immediately started thinking about Hizashi again. "What am I gonna do? I know that I can't be for SURE that he is gonna be working at UA... but he might be! I-I still love him."

I couldn't handle the stress. I just wanted to forget the world. I picked up a half empty bottle of vodka off my nightstand and chugged the rest of it before grabbing my blade. I started cutting into my right arm till there was no more room left to cut. Then my left arm. "Ah, that feels better." I saw the blood drip from my arms and onto my sheets, most definitely staining them. I didn't care though. I didn't care about anything.

Word count *not including authors note*: 515

Sorry I took so long to post this. I've been going through alot lately and I just couldn't find the time. I know this chapter sucks and I'm so sorry. I will post another chapter tomorrow!