Erasermic hanahaki "Only You"

Movie Night

Shota's POV:

"What the hell is wrong with me?" I thought as I looked at the sad blond. Yeah, I was trying to distance myself from Hizashi, but I hated seeing him sad. "Hey, asshole. If you want, you can watch a movie." I said gruffly, but trying to cheer him up a bit. I threw him the remote and pointed towards a shelf of DVD cases. I didn't have many movies, but I had a few. "Ok!" Hizashi said, getting up and walking towards the shelf happily.

I loved seeing him happy, no matter how much I try and pretend to hate him. I closed my eyes and put my hands behind my back. "Let's watch this movie." I heard, nodding though I didn't even know what movie it was. I didn't really care which movie it was. Thoughts started to bug me and I looked over at Hizashi sitting in the chair. I huddled my knees to my chest, trying not to cough up flowers. It was painful, but I had to manage.

[Halfway through the movie]

Shota's POV:

It was halfway through the movie, when I looked over at Hizashi. He was sound asleep. "Wish I could just fall asleep..." I muttered. *Cough, cough, cough* I coughed up a few petals, nothing too bad. It didn't matter much now, since Hizashi was already asleep. I slowly got up and headed for the bathroom, brushing my teeth and pulling out my blade. "Should I?" I thought. "Is it too risky? Eh."

I closed my eyes and started to cut into the opposite arm I cut into last night. "So what if Hizashi's here? He's asleep, and it's not like it's any of his business... not like he CARES." The warm blood continued to trickle down my arm as I kept cutting. It was addicting, the feeling of getting revenge on myself.

"Shota?" I heard a tired voice say, walking over to the bathroom. I quickly threw the blade in the drawer and pulled my long sleeve over my arm. My shirt was black, so the blood luckily wouldn't show much. The bathroom door was already halfway open, when Hizashi opened it the rest of the way. "What the hell are you doing?"

There was too much adrenaline flowing through me, as Hizashi almost saw my blade. He probably wouldn't care, but I would rather keep it a secret. "You look tired, Sho." Hizashi said, walking over to me. Truthfully, I was, but I would never admit it. "I know you still hate me, but I want you to get some sleep." The blond picked me up carefully and walked out of the bathroom.

3rd Person POV:

"What the hell, Yamada!" Shota said, trying to break free. "Nope. You're gonna get some sleep." He placed Shota on the bed before laying down next to him. "You are and always will be my best friend, Sho. Therefore, I have to take care of you, whether you like it or not. At least for tonight." *Yawn* Hizashi looked at Shota before drifting off to sleep.

Shota chuckled. "Bestfriend... right." He was about to get up and go to the couch, but he just felt too tired. He decided to stay, since they were "bestfriends". Shota's eyelids flickered slowly and right before he was about to fall asleep, he felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist. It startled Shota, especially being so close to another person. Hizashi, however, was different. Shota was comfortable being with him like this, for some reason. Shota decided not to push Hizashi off, and to just deal with it in the morning.

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