Shota's POV:
She hugged me for a while before letting go. I just nodded my head solemnly, not particularly sure what to say. I didn't get why everyone was so upset. I slowly closed the door and walked over to the couch. "Maybe I should e-mail Ms. Hina's parents and make sure she is okay..." I thought. I had no idea what I would even say? "Oh hey, yeah, I just emotionally scarred your child because her teacher is dying because of his gay relationship with her other teacher!" I jokingly said. I just sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose. "Fucking God. Why me?"
I decided against e-mailing her parents and walked to my room. I flopped down on my bed and I felt the tears trickle down my face. I wasn't that upset though. "I'm satisfied with my life. I had the chance to teach new generations of hard working hero's, I got to save the life's of so many... there is only on thing of course I wish I could have done, and now it's too late and it has come to kill me." I cried for quite a while and I thought of everything good that has happened to me. I thought of Hizashi.
It made me uneasy thinking of him. I didn't have the urge to puke up flowers, but my heart just genuinely was done. I wiped my tears, stood up and bowed my head. The last bit of me that I had control over. The last bit of life that I held onto everyday... I gave it away. It slipped through my fingers and into oblivion. I was gone.
I sat down at the table and composed an e-mail of resignation to both UA and to my hero agency. I sent them off saying that I would no longer like to work as a hero, and in the UA one, that tomorrow would be my last day teaching there. I closed my laptop and neatly placed it in the middle of the table along with my other work stuff and went around the apartment cleaning. I put all my valuables in a box on the coffee table. Money, a hair clip that was Oboro's, a keychain that Nemuri got me back in UA, and tons of UA photos. Tons of photos of me a him. Me and Zashie.
Once I was done organizing, I laid down and looked over at the gun on my nightstand. I could feel a sick smile on my face cause tomorrow would be the last day. I felt the urge to cough, but just a wheeze came out and I felt the thorns inside my throat. More than the flowers even. I finally drifted of, the only thing on my mind being the person who I wish was here to cuddle me.
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Erasermic hanahaki "Only You"
Randomerasermic fan fic. (may or may not be the only reason I joined wattpad.)(This story takes place WAY before the year that Midoriya and the rest of student characters go to UA.) After UA, Hizashi Yamada moved back to America to pursue his music career...
