Don't Do Anything Stupid

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3rd Person POV:

Shota was kinda happy to see Hizashi, but suddenly felt sick. He knew why Hizashi was here. "W-what do you want to talk about?" The black haired man looked away from Hizashi and towards the ground. He didn't want to look at his sad, green eyes. Maybe because he was why they looked sad. Hizashi saw this, and grabbed Shota's chin gently, to make Shota face towards him. Shota blushed at this.

"Sho. I'm worried about you." Shota's face contorted in a sad and hurting frown. "Why! Why though! You should hate me! You shouldn't want to be my friend... you shouldn't want to be my ANYTHING!" Hizashi giggled. "But I DO." Shota, who was trying to hold back his true feelings, sighed and got up to make himself some coffee. "Sho." He ignored Hizashi.

"Shota!" No reply. "Shota Aizawa!" He turned around to face the blond, who was still in the living room. "What? I'm making coffee." Hizashi stood up. "I want you to take this seriously... I dont want to loose you." "Pfft. Yeah, yeah." Hizashi slowly walked towards Shota and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Don't do anything stupid alright? I PROMISE, I will protect you." He just stood there as Hizashi made way for the door. He felt like he had to say something, to tell him that he didn't NEED his protection... even if he did.

Before he knew it, he heard the door shut and he missed the chance. He stayed in his trance for a little longer before hearing the coffee maker beep and snapping out of it. He grabbed the pot and poured some of the coffee into a mug. "Don't do anything stupid? Huh. Sureeeee." He chuckled before walking towards his room. He placed the mug on a table and looked over at the gun. *Cough, cough, cough* "I should just end me now. I'm gonna die anyways. I'd rather die at my own hand than at the hand of this stupid disease."

Hizashi's POV:

I got off the phone with Nemuri and started getting my stuff. Hamako had gone out with some of her friends, not even wanting to hang out with me on the last day of break before I started work. I called Nemuri and asked if she wanted to hangout. She said yes and that she would pick me up and we would hang out at the mall up town. She said we would talk about work, but I knew that she was gonna bring up me and Hamako. It's in Nemuri's nature.

I stood outside the apartment building and waited for Nemuri's car. When she finally pulled up, I got in the car and she started grinning. "What?" She didn't say anything, she just continued to smile. "Nemuri!" She started driving and looked over at me. "We are gonna come up with a plan. A breakup plan."

Word count *not including authors note*: 493

Sorry if the writing quality is seeming to deteriorate. Idk why, but I feel like I've just been slowing down ig. I have just been feeling like shit lately. I promise I won't stop writing tho😁 Anyways, thank you guys for the love and support everytime I update. It really is sweet and inspiring. Love you all.

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