Lay Me Down

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Yes I do I believe that one day I will be where I was right there right next to you and it's hard the day just seems so dark the moon the stars and nothing without you your touch your skin where do I begin? - Lay Me Down by Sam Smith

MICHAEL'S POV 😉

The days seem to drag on and all I can seem to think of is her. My lovely Rose, where is she? Is she okay? Questions race through my mind and tears form in my eyes. I miss her to be honest. It hurt so damn much when she walked out of the bathroom with blood dripping down her arms.

Because of me

I just want to see my beautiful darling. This jail cell is driving me insane and the men here keep trying to pick fights but I hold back, I want to get out as soon as possible. I want to see if she's okay. I'm missing her like crazy.

A police officer approaches my dark cell and unlocks it.

"You have a visitor" hope fulfills me and I smile all the way to the visitor room.

When they open the door I see my beautiful Rose seated on a bench, her eyes lit up and I see dark bags under her eyes, her gorgeous brown eyes were blood shot and her body was covered by my black all time low sweater and jeans paired with black uggs

Her hair is flowing down her back and all I want to do is run to her and hold her in my arms

I ask the officer if I can hug her and he says okay, but I need her permission

When I finally reach her I stare into her eyes. The eyes I've been dreaming of for sleep filled nights. And they are bloodshot. Is she high?

"Rose" I say breathlessly

She throws herself into my arms and I could hold her there for the rest of my life

"I'm Sorry Mikey"

"What happened?" I ask her, trying to look back into her eyes but she hides from me like the Sun at night

"I cut Michael. I promised I wouldn't but I did and I'm sorry"

"It's my fault" I tell her, my eyes watering

"It may be your fault but at the end of the day I am the one who sliced my own skin"

"It's okay"

"No it's not Michael and that's what I want you to jam that in your head. I'm not okay, I never will be. I'm sad and hurt and these constant butterflies in my stomach won't stop when you're around and I can never get you off of mind. God damn it Michael I love you and it hurts me when I hurt you. Last night, I went back to my old habits. I was high and it felt good, it felt amazing Michael and than I came down from my high and I was torn between who I was and who I want to be. Than I came to he conclusion that I wanted to be with you"

"Rose, ever since the day I-"

"Times up" a cop says rudely as he shoves me out of the room and I turn around to see Rose looking as distraught as ever

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