Jump.

Stay

I don't want you to leave won't you hold my hand? Oh won't you stay with me cause your all I need. This ain't love, it's clear to see. But, darling stay with me.

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Rose's POV

Michael was singing and playing his guitar but, he seemed to be somewhere else. At least his mind was, and at the moment so was mine.

Once their set was over I stood up and clapped.

"You guys are my new favorite band."

"I hate this band. They suck." Luke says, humorously.

"Are you okay?" I ask Michael.

"I'm fine." He says, avoiding my eyes.

Luke, Calum, and Ashton kind of just acted like they saw nothing.

"Can we talk with him alone?" Calum says, nervously.

"Yeah, I'll see you at home Michael."
I blow him a kiss and he smiles at me

"Later baby."

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As I walked up the stairs I heard the murmurs from their conversation.

"You said you'd stop."

"We thought you were okay Mike."

"Don't do it, she needs you."

"Yeah, and I need my sanity."

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I walk home and all I can think of is their exchange of words. I was lost.

What was Michael Going to do?

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After about an hour of waiting I receive a phone call, immediately I pick it up.

I hear sobbing on the other end of the line

"I'm sorry Rose. W-we tried."

"Ash, breathe what are you talking about?"

"Michael he-he" I shut my eyes clench my fists.

"No no no no no no no no no."

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Michael's POV

Jump

Jump

Jump

Is all I could think

Maybe if I jumped the constant thoughts would leave me in peace

My palms became sweaty as I took a step closer, I was on the edge of the cliff

"Goodbye Rose."

And than finally I stepped off and let my body whisp through the air.

Goodbye world.

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Rose's POV

I sink to my knees and cry like I've never cried before. The weight of the whole damn world fell upon my shoulders. I couldn't see anything around me because my vision was blurred.

Everything hurt.

It hurt like hell.

This heart can only take so much pain.

I try to stand up and when I finally do I almost fall again. I painfully heave my body up the stairs and walk into my room.

I see an envelope and a box on the bed. I immediately run towards it and look at the envelope.

From Michael

To The most beautiful woman in the world

A sob escapes my lips and I bite down on my lip. And open the envelope to find a letter.

Dear the love of my life,
If you're reading this, I'm sorry Rose. I'm so so sorry I know it sounds cheesy but it wasn't you. It was me, I love you to bits baby and you know that. If anything you delayed this from happening. Each and everyday I spent with you were the best days of my life. Don't ever doubt it. This isn't your fault it is my own. I didn't tell you but, I am depressed....was. I was just always so sad, and Rose baby you deserve better than me you-

My reading is interrupted my a phone ringing and I walk to it. I didn't know how much I was crying until than.

"H-hello?"

"Rose Clearwater?"

"Speaking."

"I would just like to tell you-

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