Where do broken hearts go?
I'd still trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday
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Rose's POV
No no no. I will not. I can't, but I want. A constant battle in my mind ignites once I get home and my stomach churns once I think of Mikey again
Why am I so stupid, why did I have to be the one to fall for him?
Love is a weakness, if he gets hurt I get hurt.
I can't hurt him anymore, because it's like I'm hurting myself and pushing him away will only make him search for me harder.
I am currently at a hotel room I rented,to go to sleep, I wAnt to hear his voice. It's the only thing I hold dear to myself
I grab the phone and call the jail.
"Hello, this is officer Jean from Riker's Island jail how may I help you?"
"May I speak to someone located in the jail?" I ask, hoping I would be able to.
"Of course, who?"
"Michael Gordon Clifford"
"I'll connect you to him immediately"
The line goes silent and unknown music begins to play
"Hello?" I hear Michael say nervously
"Mikey?"
"Rose, darling I miss you"
"I miss you too" I say, sadly
"I can't wait to see you again, your all I can seem to think about these days"
I giggle
"Same here, w-when I left, what were you going to say?"
"I-" he takes a deep breath than continues "I wanted to tell you that I love you Rose, I love you a lot"
A blush covers my cheeks and I am at loss for words,I don't know what I'm supposed to say. Say I love him back?
"Rose?"
"I don't want to hurt you-"
"You don't love me back? I-it's okay I'm used to it"
I hear a beep and I decide to ignore it.
"Michael I love you so-"
"You may now hang up, the person you were contacting has hung up" a machine tells me in a robotic voice
I throw my phone across the room and sink down to the floor, tears stream down my face and I tangle my hands together
After I let myself cry for about an hour I wipe the tears from my eyes. I head to the hotel bathroom and strip off my clothes. I get into the shower and turn on the water. I grab a sponge out of a packet provided by the hotel and scrub myself till I'm convinced that I'm clean. The cuts on my arms are closing but they still sting
Some people call them battle scars, but I think differently, they don't show what you've gone through they signify all the battles you've lost
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That last sentence is deep as fuck :) lol
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RandomLife was a journey, and Rose was determined to cut the trip short. Little did she know Michael would be the obstacle standing between her and what she thought would be her happiness.
