I'm A Soldier

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(Updated 05-20-21)

I know I'm the Moonlark.... And  I'm supposed to be brave and strong. But this week I was just sooooo emotional. Yes, it was that time of the month, but still. I was usually really good at keeping myself together. But it was like every single thought of doubt, pain, anxiety, depression came crashing on me at one time. 

As the hot water ran over me the tears spilled out, and reality hit. I was never going to be a normal girl, with a normal life. . ( I mean I new that the day i found out I was an elf but still..) I was made to be a soldier, I was made for war. It was time to start being a soldier but... I wiped my tears away and got myself together. I changed into leggings, a cropped t-shirt, and pulled my short hair back. I looked at myself in the mirror, a bad idea, I was still ugly. I walked over to my bed and got my laptop out. I need some new clothes. 

Thorne/Fitz pov;

Brier had been in her room for 2 hours now and I was starting to get worried. I walked back there and knocked on the door, "Can I come in?" "yeah," she said in a tired voice. When I walked in she was laying on her bed with her computer. "What are you doing?" I asked, while going over a sitting on her bed. "Shopping," Is all she said, in a blunt voice. "Are you ok?" "Yup, what do you want?" "I came to make sure you were alright." "Well, I am. So bye." With that I got up and went in to kiss, her but she pulled away. "Hey?! seriously what's wrong?" "Nothing!" She said in a raised voice but tears began to form. I cocked my head and looked at her with a raised eyebrow. She took a deep breath, looked at me, and swallowed hard. "I....I'm b..br..." She was now full out crying and I had a feeling I knew where this was going. "Brier I know you were built, made, created, whatever you want to think. And I know the risk I am taking to be with you. I mean we both have a death warrant from my ex-best friend. But Brier I don't care I want to be with you! I could have been with any girl I wanted, but I choose you and I always will. Brier, Sophie, or whatever name you want, I love you and it will always be you. I would ask you to marry me right now, but Grady said I have to wait till your 18." She was still crying and her lip quivered, and she looked so cute. "Really?" she asked, " You want a freak like me? Out of all the girls out there, you want me?" Instead of answering her, I kissed her. "I'm sorry." And with that, I pulled her into a hug and kissed her head. "Ugh, you two are so cute!" Monica said, while leaning against Brier's door frame. "Any way, family meeting, know!!"

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