Music in my heart

Promises

Song for this chapter:

Together Forever- Trina :) (my own composition)

Chapter 2

Angel's POV

Yesterday, I made a promise. Yesterday, I end up to the point that I will change my ways.. my dark ways for my bestfriend. I want her to be happy and she told me my change can make her really happy even though Im not sure if I can do this. I'll do it because of the promise we made.

FLASHBACK

"Please stop harming yourself.", she begged with a serious tone in her voice.

"Ali, I don't know if I can-"

"You have to.. no, you need to. I know you can do it Angel. You're a strong girl. You can stop all of these things. I know you can Angel. I know you can.", she encouraged me still holding my hand.

"Ali..", I said softly.

"Promise me", she begged.

"I promise.", I assured her and by the moment I said those words, a smile painted on her face.

"And I will promise you one thing..", she said.

"I will help you and never ever leave you.", she continued with a promise.

Alissa's words makes me smile. Im so happy to have my bestfriend in my life. I know this will going to be so hard but I know I can do this with my bestfriend.

"Ms. Angel Britson!!! Are you listening to my discussion?!!", Ms. Annison; my literature teacher yelled at me which makes me go back in reality. Her face is literary red right now.

"Yeah..", I simply answered. Im not in the mood to deal with this stupid things around me.

"You know, Ms. Britson. If my subject bored you that much, the door is open for you.", she stated angrily.

Ugh! Why teachers could be this annoying?! Well, meet my stubborn, trouble, dark side me!

"Im staying.", I said firmly.

"Ms. Britson, it doesn't mean you always get high grades in my class, you can act like a boss. You need to..", she's lecturing me.. again.

"Fine.", I cut her same lecture and then I grab my bag and walk out. I really hate her. I really hate all my teacher. They're so annoying. What do they want from me? I get high grades in their classes, pass all my homework and projects on time and do all their easy activities here. Ugh! What more do they want?

"Angel!!", someone called my name which I knew very well. "Angel! Will you stop?!", she catch up and grab my wrist to stop me in my track.

"If you will going to lecture me the same as those teachers in our classes, better not.", I said annoyed.

"Look, Im not going to lecture you or anything, ok? I just want to say that you should give them a try. They're our teachers. They're still older than us. We should give them respect."

"You're lecturing me.", I said direct to the point. I was about to walk away but she grab my wrist again which makes me face her.

"What's wrong with you?!", she asked, annoyed. Well, Im annoyed too.

"Go ask people around me", I replied.

"Why are you mad at me?!", she asked angrily, ignoring my last remark.

"Ok, why am I mad at her?", I thought.

"Look, Ali. Im not in the mood, ok? Im controlling myself to not let my anger eat me but hey! I had enough!", I sigh, frustrated. " Im so sorry. Its just.. my anger took me away from my normal self. Im sorry, Ali.", I apologized.

"It's ok. I understand.", she said tiredly.

"Are you ok?", I asked noticing her sudden mood change.

"Im fine and you?", she asked back.

"Tired but Im ok now, I guess.", I answered, exhausted.

"I know its hard in your part Angel. To trust and accept people around you because of your past but this is one of the steps we need to achieve in order for me to help you. In order for you to accept that not everyone in this world is the same as those people.... who changed you.",she said softly and carefully. Carefully because I know she don't want to say something that could hurt me. She's right but I don't know if I could accept everyone. I couldn't even accept myself.

"You're right. Thank you.", I said back and smile. For the first time, I smile a real smile today. Thanks to my bestfriend.

"Any time. Just always remember, I can't help you if you don't want to listen to me.", she stated

Yeah, it's true. She's right. I need to listen to her. She's my bestfriend and I only trust her more than myself.

"By the way, are you hungry?", she asked out of nowhere but when I looked at my watched, it's already noon. I remember my last class, or lets just say my whole classes. It went really wrong. To be honest, I really have my respect to elders no matter who they are and what they are. It's just this feeling that I couldn't control my anger well. Im trying to calm myself but there's some point I burst my anger out to anyone. This is just too hard.

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"What do you want to get?"

"Im getting a burger with ham and apple juice.", I answered.

"Ok! Here we go princess!", she said while handing me a tray with my food and drink on it.

"Thanks my servant!", I said back.

"Hey! I'm not your servant! Call me your queen!", she yelled and earned dirty looks from the crowd.

"Queen don't serve a anyone.", I state like its the most obvious thing in the world... which is true.

"Shut up! If you have the title of a 'princess', I should have a title too. So, Im the queen! That's my title!!!", she yelled again which annoyed the crowd even more.

"You should try talking to people calmly.", I chuckled.

"Whatever!", she said back.

"And you should know that a queen is calm.", I said.

"Who cares? I am this way!", she defended and I just laugh and agreed with her. She's that way which is true.

"Wait, are we planning to stand and chat here the entire lunch?", I chuckled.

"Yeah, I also notice that." and we both laughed.

Hey guys. Thank you for reading. I know this chapter is boring but don't worry. Please stay tuned 'coz the fun has begun! ;)

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