Teri Sauhbat Mein ✓

2. I m not your husband

Four months later:

" Yeah , Atul.. just take that file also and reach to the meeting venue.. be prepared and check the presentation once again, I don't want any kind of mistakes.. yeah.. " sanskar said talking on phone and getting ready. He was holding phone with his shoulder support and tying his tie but wasn't able to concentrate.

" No.. how can it be possible. I told mr. Mehra to see to it.. " he was frustrated.

" Sanskar.. I.. " swara entered inside room only to find sanskar was on phone a bit angry. He threw the tie on the bed and hold his phone properly. He take a sigh to control his anger closing his eyes. He opened his eyes to find her.

Swara go to bed and took his tie then went to him. He was about to sign something but she sign to be quiet. She put the tie around his neck and started trying.

Sanskar: ok Atul.. we must have the copy of the last one. Yeah, right.. use that one. We don't have much time so just do it faster... Hm ok bye.

Saying this he cut the call.

Swara: why do u start scaring Atul , early morning itself?( Tying )

Sanskar: it's nothing swara. He isn't at fault. Just some stupid people don't do their work properly. That's why.. leave it. I need to leave now. I have important meeting.

Swara: ok, ok.. but first have breakfast.
Sanskar: no swara.. I will get late.
Swara: I won't take my medicine if u don't eat.
Sanskar: this is really wrong. U can't blackmail no. 1 business man like this.

Swara: everything is right. And u r my husband. It's my right to blackmail u. ( chuckled) come on now.

Saying this she started to drag him.

Sanskar: wait let me take my bag first.

He took his bag then went downstairs. They sat together. Maria serve them and they have breakfast.

Sanskar: now can I go ?
Swara: sure Mr. Husband.
Sanskar: take care and have ur medicine.
Swara: ok I will. U also take care.
Sanskar: hmm ok bye.
Then he went out.

Maria came with her medicine and gave her. She eat it.

Maria: ma'am sir forget his phone again on table.
Swara: he was saying he is getting late and now see ,he is only being careless. I will go and give him. U do ur work.

Maria: ok ma'am.
Swara went out and find sanskar was about to sit in car. She called him and he stopped.
Sanskar: yes swara?
Swara: sanskar, u r forgetting ur phone. U might have to face problem without it and it will make me irritate with continuous ringing if u will leave it in home.
Sanskar : oh thank you so much swara.
He took the phone.

Swara: all the best sanskar . I know u will get the deal.. and sanskar..

Sanskar:( confuse) and..?
Swara: come soon.
Sanskar ( smiled) ok.
Swara: wait..
Sanskar: now?
Swara: my goodbye kiss?( Raised her eyebrow.
A shadow passed through his face. Still he composed himself and kissed her forehead. Swara smiled.
Sanskar: bye swara.
Swara: bye..
Sanskar sat inside car and drove away.

After sometime:

Swara was reading some book but then she keep it aside not want to read more. She sees sanskar pic on side table. She smiled and took it.

Swara p.o.v:
Four months passed of our marriage and I still didn't remember anything about my past. I get some flashes sometimes but it confuses me. I tried to remember a no. of times but it only gives severe pain in my head. Sanskar gets angry on me trying to stress myself . I don't want to stress but want to do, sometimes I want to remember my past. Our past.. the moments I spend with sanskar. I feel bad how can I forget him, when I see his care, his love. He is a man for whom any girl will dream to have as her husband but I m lucky,he is mine.
In these few months, my trust on him increased more and more. He was always there for me when I need him. In starting, he always tried to maintain distance between us because he didn't wanted to make me feel uncomfortable in anyway. I asked him once also, he loves me then why he try to be away from me.. he just said for him, my health is more important. He doesn't want to rush anything. He wants to give me time to accept everything, trust him with myself not because he is my husband. I ask him, don't he feel bad that I don't remember him. He must have some dreams about marriage,his wife., Get love from his wife.. I mean I m taking time to take this relationship further.. don't he feel bad. He knew what I wanted to say him.. said that we have all our life to think about that . He don't want to force me for anything and will never do. He won my heart with those words. He kept his promise what he did on marriage night. he never tried to force this relationship on me.
In starting month, I felt sometimes sanskar is hiding something from me. His eyes it flashes some kind of pain inside it at the same time there is some hidden words that they want to express but his lips doesn't utter a word. I asked him few times but he said nothing. As the time passed he gets better and it was going good. I felt sanskar get uncomfortable with my closeness in starting ,may be because he was concern for me. But I made him assure that I trust him. I don't have any doubt on him. I believe him. he tried to be normal with me. I felt better to see him not worried. I saw him happy.
In just some days, i just doesn't realized that I started admiring him.. started to like him. I like to be around him. I didn't knew when I will be able to get my memory but I m his wife , I have some responsibilities over him. I was a bit nervous to take this relationship forward but atleast I can't start with few things so I started to spend time with him, know him more.. some more days, he became more close to me. I have already accepted him as my husband. we started living like normal couple. I do all my wify duties and sanskar, is always a perfect husband and a best person with whom any one may fall in love. Even after knowing that I fully trust him and ready to become his , he never tried to take this relationship to next level. I feel his care in arm, his love when he look into my eyes, I feel so protected when he hold me in his embrace. I love the feeling when he kiss me on my forhead. It makes me feel so soothing. I felt my heart started to fall for him , may be because I was already in love with him. But who wont love him . He is really very nice and have golden heart then how can I stop myself from Loving him. Yes, I m fallen for him. I love sanskar. I may have loved him but I fall for him again. I didn't told him yet but I will tell him soon.
I love u sanskar . I also feel that u love me more than anything but since a week I m noticing u different. U try to be normal with me but at the same time I feel u r trying to distance urself like starting days. Since a week I again saw that different emotions in ur eyes. Like u r again surrounded by some problems. U r scared of something. That time I took time to accept u but now I have accepted u as my husband . I felt that u r doing it because of my health but that can't be the reason this time too because everything was going normally.
Why? I see a kind of fear which I never saw. What is Making u restless? I want to know. I can't see u like that. I want to free u from this pain and fear. U never gave me any reason to feel pain. U never hurt me in these four months. U never let me cry and was always beside me . U have done lot for me. but now I also want to help u. But how..?