Teri Sauhbat Mein ✓

12. I can do anything for your happiness

Both were looking at each other. Swara was so angry. She was glaring at him but as he was saying everything, she suddenly felt something different inside her. It was definitely not anger. Her heartbeat was so fast with his proximity. Sanskar said everything looking at her and not for a moment their eyes contact break. Her eyes suddenly started getting soft and she was confused with herself once again. Her mind was saying that she is angry on him and should jerk him away from her. He did wrong to him but she felt lost. She couldn't utter a word more to shout at him or get angry neither she could push him away. She was really not uncomfortable with his closeness. His eyes was telling her heart to believe him. She felt herself getting weak and pain as soon as she saw a tear sliding down his cheek. Her eyes which were already filled with tears, also slide down from her eye. She clutched her grip on his shirt and kept looking at him without blinking. They have a painful eyelock where their eyes expressed their pain. Sanskar was going through the worst pain and she was feeling hurt, pain and confused in herself.

"Never feel alone. I am with you and always will be, for the rest of my life." She heard same voice again. Her breathe stuck in her throat. She blinks suddenly and looked away. Sanskar sees this.

"I can't see your sadness just like you can't." Swara heard another thing and suddenly an image of her encircling her arms around his neck getting close to him flashes in front of her eyes and she jerked.

She looked at Sanskar suddenly breathing heavily. Sanskar removed his hold from her and before he could do anything. Swara moved back thinking about the voices she was hearing. She totally forgot for what she was here. What she was doing? And what was going on? She moved and take back steps and looked at him once again with her with a mixture of tensed and confused expression. Then she rushed out of his room while he was confused for a second as what happened to her suddenly. Then he closed his eyes thinking she don't want to be near him. She stated that he should stay away from her. He closed his eyes and sniffed, wiping his tear away from his face.

Swara came back to her room. As she came inside, she shut the door. She squeezed her eyes close and everything again started appearing in front of her eyes. Those unclear images, Sanskar's face, his eyes, flashes. She hold her head in both hand and slide down to her knees on the floor.

"Stop it, stop it please. What's happening to me? I was angry on him. I was shouting on him. He used me. Then why did I stop suddenly. What's this god, it hurting me please. Why am I feeling so lost even after getting my memory back? Please help me. I can't find peace. My mind is bursting with questions and these flashes, those voices, what's all that? Please help me someone please. It's hurting me. I am feeling so restless that something is wrong but what? Why does he distrub my thoughts? I felt his pain is disturbing me why? He is worst and he deserves much more then why did I stop? Why why why???" Swara screamed and couldn't able to hold herself. She started crying lost in her own agony and pain.

She went to just lash out on him and she did. She shouted on him but his few words stopped her. She felt loss of words suddenly. More than his words, his eyes, his sadness, his tears hold impact on her. On her heart.

After sometime,
Swara was lying on bed. Maria had came with her food and she have it just a little as she couldn't able to eat more. Maria gave her medicine and after that she went. Swara was lying on bed but sleep was far away from her eyes. She was still thinking everything happened.

Sanskar's room:

"You will never leave me and go na?"

"I will be there with you for whole my life."
Reminding her words he was holding a photo in his hand and thinks about the moment. He touched her face. He wanted to go to her and embrace her but she was far away from him. Her accusations, her words again started roaming around his mind. He squeezed his eyes and take a deep sigh. He put the photo back on table and went out of his room. Not able to hold himself, he felt sudden urge to see her. He doesn't know till when but till she is here, he can find some peace in her presence.