Teri Sauhbat Mein ✓

15. I missed this a lot.

They were hugging each other closing their eyes. He felt so peaceful and blissful embracing her. They stayed like that for sometime. He could still hear her sob. He pats her hair gently and tries to calm her.

"Swara, relax. Calm down. Please don't cry." He whispered soothingly near her ear.

"I.. I am not able to stop myself from thinking all those things Sanskar." She said in between her sobs in low voice and clutched her hold on him hiding her face more in his chest.

He heard her and feels bad for her. He breaks the hug slowly and looked at her. She was looking down.

"How can I say all those things to you? You care for me and love me so much and I... I just called it your... Your lust, physical needs. How can I say that? I don't believe myself. No one will ever say this to her husband, to a man whom she loves and he also loves her but I accused you. I am really worst wife Sanskar. All those words are now killing me by continuously ringing in my mind. I can't even imagine what you must have felt, if I am only feeling hell." She said sadly in between sob.

"Swara, Don't think about it. It's over. I won't say I wasn't hurt by that but you did that unknowingly. All those moments meant most special and beautiful moment of my life. I hold them in my heart. Yes, I didn't wanted to cross the line and take our relationship forward but you hold too much control over my heart that I lose myself everytime and last thing, I can't see your sadness and tears." Sanskar said.

"Why are you so good Sanskar?" She asked looking at him after hearing him.

"Because you are best." He said with smile and wiped her tears away.
She smiled hearing him and he pulled her into his embrace yet again. She also hugged him back. They were hugging each other closely. She also gripped her hold on him and her face was hidden in his chest. He nuzzles his face in wet hair closing his eyes.

"This is the best feeling for me to be in your embrace like this Sanskar." She whispered closing her eyes and lost in the moment.

Sanskar heard this and it felt like edges when he heard this from her and felt so nice. His heart felt so happy.

"It feels so nice to hear this from you every time Swara but this time, it gave me something more, a feeling of satisfaction that you are mine, forever." Sanskar said huskily.

She smiled but then only she felt her heart beat raised feeling his breathe falling near her neck and then his lips caressing her soft skin near nape and behind her ear. Her breathe stuck and heart was beating fast. She gripped his arm feeling his hand roaming at her back. She shivered and then only heard him.

"Can I make you mine Swara?" She heard him and gets surprised. She lift her gaze up to look at him, still in his embrace. He was looking at her. She was surprised because he never asked like this before and it was only her who initiated it but she felt so happy. She is all his but he is asking her this. But she knows he is the best man and best husband anyone could get and she is luckiest because he is hers. She knows it was his fear and guilt that used to disturb him.

He cups her face and caressed her face. She felt his touch so magical.

"You are the most beautiful girl and everytime I see you, you take my breathe away. I find myself lost in you. I tried to stay away from you thinking you weren't mine but my heart always lost and I couldn't. Before, I used to fear that I will loose you and suddenly the fear turned into truth when Aryan came back and since few days, I almost lost you. I still can't believe that I got my love when I was at the verge to loose it forever. Today, when I finally get you back I want all of you. Your love, your heartbeat belong to me, your touch on my soul. Can I make you mine yet again Swara? But this time without any fear of loosing you and guilt of betraying you?" Sanskar asked looking into her eyes.