Teri Sauhbat Mein ✓

11. I can't do that.

Swara took a deep sigh closing her eyes then got up from couch.

"I think I should take bath. May be I will feel better." Swara thought.

"But my clothes? Hmm.. it must be in cupboard. I should check." Swara thinks and went toward cupboard but then she looked toward bed and suddenly she got some flashes of someone embracing her in his arms. She closed her eyes and get some images that she wasn't able to decipher. Someone was hugging her and caressed her face gently. She placed her hand over his.

"You know, I can't sleep till I find your embrace." She heard it and opened her eyes with jerk.

"Oh god, what was that?" She murmured confusingly.
She placed her hand on her face as if she was still feeling that touch.

"Nothing Swara, just relax. I should take shower and then take rest." Swara murmured to herself.

She opened the cupboard and saw a huge collection of sarees. She didn't got confused or anything. She just smiled to see them.

"Sanskar loves this colour. I should wear this one."

"Yeah that's perfect." She smilingly said and hold that saree but as soon as she took that out she was confused by herself.

"What's happening to me? Why am I feeling so weird?"

She remind those words that just rang in her mind and she looked at the saree in her hand. Her expression turned stern.
"Why am I thinking about him?" She muttered.

She put that saree back in cupboard and scrolled to find another when she stopped at another one when her eyes caught a saree. It was same peach colour saree that she wore on Sanskar's birthday. She touched it confusingly when she got some flashes. She closed her eyes as her head felt heavy and she again gets flashes.

"I am with you and always will be, for the rest of my life. "

She get close to someone and she touched his face with her one hand. Then she get flashes of hugging someone tightly. Then another flashes of Blowing candles and Cutting the cake holding his hand.

"I wished for you." 

Swara came back in her sense when something fell on the ground. She looked down only to find a jwellery box. She took it and opened it. She felt like she has seen this set. She touched the jwellery set and got another flash of wearing it in front of miror. With each and every passing moments, she was getting more restless and confused at the same time. Each and everything was making her confuse since the time she came here.

Taking a deep sigh, she shook her head and shut the box.

"Leave all this. I won't wear saree. I will get nightgown only. Everything is confusing me" she murmured.

She put it back in cupboard and slide the door of saree section and slide the door beside to open and find her night gowns. She casually took sky blue one and slide the door not thinking much. She was going toward washroom when something caught her attention.

"How did she know that night gown were there" she thought but then she jerked it not wanting to think more.

Turning on the shower, she stand inside it and let the water flows over her body. She closed her eyes and thinks about whatever happened since the time she opened her eyes in hospital. She got flashes of every moment till coming inside this room and then things confusing her. Those voices what she heard. She doesn't want to believe but it was her but who was he? Aryan?? No!! It wasn't him then.....? She can't be so close to anyone right? She trust herself.

Her mind drifted toward the saree and flashes she got of hugging someone so closely and she started getting more flashes. She can again see someone who was holding her hand and then cuping her face with care.
She tried to force herself to see his face. She can feel his touch and then kiss on her forhead. Her eyebrows furrowed and she squeezed her eyes shut only to get some more flashes.
A couple lying on the bed, his fingers pushed her hair fringes back and then  she felt passionate kiss on her lips. Her hand gripped at his bare back. She shivered feeling kisses on her neck and her hand pinned to the bed entwined by his fingers. She was getting flashes of their intimate moments but she was still not able to see the person's face. She gripped her fist and pressurized herself to know what's going on? Why is it happening and who is he?