Teri Sauhbat Mein ✓

13. I don't believe in forceful relationship

Few days passed, Swara used to get flashes generally and it confuses her a lot but she made up her mind that sanskar was responsible for everything and she used to be so harsh on Sanskar. Sanskar tried to say sometimes but Swara never let him say and never ready to listen him. She was too furious on him. She shouted on him more oftenly but Sanskar never reacted, if she doesn't want to listen then what can he do? On the other hand, he was so hurt inside. Her words used to wrench his heart with pain. He was already going through worst pain that she is going to leave in some days and other side was her harsh words. He didn't know what he should do. So, just to overcome from this pain, he started to be away from her. He want to spend these moments till she is here but he also knew that his presence was the last thing she wants. He made himself understand that she will anyway leave so, it's better if he will be habitual so that it won't pain much. Even though he knew that nothing can be more painful than living a life without her. Without love. But he wasn't having any choice.

On the other hand, it was not that Swara was not affected by Sanskar. She used to get affected but she always used to ignore and her anger overpowered her emotions. She used to get flashes that someone was caring for her, their moments, his talks, Loving touch and she lose herself in those moments thinking about them but then she jerked away, cursing herself for thinking about Sanskar. And always used to remind herself that Sanskar is responsible for everything and she hates him. Several times her head starts paining as she tried to pressurise herself. Two memories, one with Aryan and other with Sanskar used to force her to think what was going on but she could never got any clear idea. In all this Swara told Everything to Aryan. Aryan was shocked and little uncomfortable but he assured her that he is fine and he loves her.

Flashback:

The next day Swara came from hospital:

"Aryan, I know I am not perfect for you. I didn't a great mistake unknowingly. I betrayed you. Whether I had lost my memory but the truth is that I cheated on you. I am sorry Aryan. Please, I love you. I don't know if you forgive me or not but I can't hold this guilt inside my heart and betray you more by hiding this " Swara said and started crying.

Aryan was shocked and looked disturbed. He was silently listening everything. He looked away from her and Swara thinks he will not forgive her.

"I know Aryan, what I did was unforgivable but please...." Swara was saying when Aryan turned around and looked at her.

"No Swara, it's not that. I won't lie that I am not hurt but I am happy that you told me everything. You could hide this but you didn't. Listen Swara, I love you and will always love you. You are pure for me and will be. Whatever happened, was when you didn't know anything. You had memory loss. So, I don't blame you for anything. Nothing can change my love, my feelings for you. I love you Swara." Aryan said holding her arms.

Swara looked at him with tears. She was so happy and feels so overwhelmed to see his love for her. She felt happy to get a guy like Aryan.

Aryan hugged her. Swara also hugged him back when suddenly Swara got flashes of someone hugging her protectively. She felt different when Aryan hugged her and she broke the hug abruptly. Aryan looked at her confusingly but she nodded nothing and gave fake smile. She lightly hugged him and said I love you too but she was lost in her thoughts. She again saw Sanskar's face.

Flashback ends.

It's been a week, Swara was in Sanskar's mansion after coming from hospital. Sanskar used to go early for office and come home late night. It's not that he don't want to live around her but facing her means getting another pain on his fresh wound. He used to go and see her when she used to sleep but he couldn't stay longer. On other hand, Swara wasn't able to sleep peacefully. She always feel Sanskar around in her sleep, a peace, warmth but it lost when he used to leave. She opened her eyes abruptly only to think it was just her thoughts and jerked it away.