Teri Sauhbat Mein ✓

14. I hate you for that

"Don't you love me Sanskar?" She asked in mere whisper looking at him in verge of breaking down.

Sanskar felt his heart skip a beat. He looked at her in shock.

" What?" He could ask in mere whisper.

"Tell me Sanskar, Don't you love me?" She asked little loudly with tears.

He wasn't able to get what's going on. What happened to her? Why does it matter if he loves her? What does matter if he tells her? She is going to leave him right?

"Swara... What.."

"No, I don't want to hear anything else. Just answer me. Say that you love me, Sanskar. Please!!" She shook her head negatively and hold his collar coming close to him.

"Swara, what happened to you? What are you..." Sanskar tried to say but Swara again Interupted.

"Just say it damn it!! Sanskar please. Say it!!" She fisted his collar tightly cryingly bitterly.

Sanskar was shocked to see her reaction and for a second he felt what if she regained her memory but then he thought not to hope one more time only to break once again. She might have got some flashes of him saying I love you or something. But her behaviour was really different than she used to. It was more like HIS SWARA. It's not his fault because she is her only but she just has forgotten herself.

"Why does it matter Swara? Even if I do, then also things doesn't change right? You love Aryan not me. You know Swara, whether you haven't remember anything about these few months but these were most beautiful moments of my life because I got a hope in form of you. But now you are going away. You want to be free from this relationship na? I am giving your life back Swara. I have sign the divorce papers. You can go back to Aryan and live your life happily. Nothing is stopping you." He said Looking at her in sad tone. His voice gets heavy and looked down.

"And yeah, Aryan is here to...." Sanskar was saying but he couldn't say anything else as Swara placed her lips on his closing her eyes. She stand so close to him. Lifting herself, she encircled her arms around his neck while her fingers entangled in her hair. Sanskar closed his eyes as soon as he felt her lips agaist his and felt her kissing him. He was still in state of shock and he couldn't respond it. His hand felt too numb to hold her.
After a couple of minutes, she broke the kiss and breathe heavily with her face still close to him. He opened his eyes and looked at her but her eyes were still closed. He couldn't hold his sudden urge to cupe her face. As soon as his palm touched her face gently. He felt a fresh tear sliding down from her eyes.

"Swara" He called her slowly.

"She opened her eyes and looked at him with teary eyes and without saying anything. She hugged him tightly throwing herself in his arm and started crying bitterly yet again. He got concerned. His arms encircled around her and he placed his one hand on her hair with care and concern. She wasn't stopping neither she was saying anything. He was about to ask her when he heard her.

"I.. i.. a...am sorry Sanskar." He heard her saying in whimpered tone.

"I am sorry for everything I did. Please forgive me. I d.. don't want anything. I just want you in my life. I don't want to go anywhere. I want to live with you. Please forgive me. I know I did so wrong. I hurt you so much but don't do this. Don't push me away from you. May be you will be able to live by letting me go but I won't able to live without you. I am sorry please. " She said cryingly.

Sanskar heard everything and he felt immense happiness like his dead heart started beating yet again. The wound got healed all of the sudden. The pain started fading away.

"I LOVE YOU SANSKAR." She confessed.

As soon as he heard her saying this, He broke the hug and cup her face making her look at him, unable to believe that she actually said she loves him.