a lil peep fanfic based on the song Teen Romance
when 19 year old jordan meets unknown and upcoming rapper lil peep at a LA house party, she doesn't expect to fall for him so quickly.
rest in peace gustav 💛
Before know it, it's the end of October. Gus and I still hadn't seen each other, and this was mostly my fault. I wasn't the best at responding to his messages, mostly due to how busy my classes were making me. I did feel guilty about it, but it just didn't seem like it was going to work. I like him a lot, but I convinced myself that it wouldn't ever go anywhere. I tried to mostly block him out of my mind, and I stopped listening to his music as often. Every once in a while, I would find myself humming the tune of nothing to you, but that was about it. That is, until I received a text from him one night.
Gus :/ Hey, it's been a minute. I get that you've been busy but I have a show on Halloween, and it'll be my birthday. I was hoping you could come
I felt my heart flutter while reading his text, it honestly made me happy to know that he's still thinking of me. I told myself that it would be good to support him, especially on his birthday, there's no reason not to. I quickly text back.
jordan yeah, of course Gus. send me the location and I'll be there
I smile to myself, knowing that I finally get to see him do the thing he's most passionate about.
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Before I know it, the week's over and it's Friday. I stress about what to wear to Gus's show, and I finally decide on something a little basic that won't make me stand out, but still cute.
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Once I arrive at the house that Gus's performing at, I park and walk up to the open garage where the show's taking place. I'm slightly nervous, I don't think I'll know anyone here. I regret not asking Tracy to come with me, but a part of me wanted Gus to see me alone. I walk into the house, and take in my surroundings. It's pretty dark inside, only lit up by Christmas lights strung on the walls and a black light set up behind the "stage" - or at least what's supposed to be the stage. It's a small area, barely raised off the ground, with just enough room for someone to stand and a couple speakers. There's low music playing, and it's a little crowded. I try to push my way up to the front of the crowd, I want Gus to see me. With each breath in I inhale all the smoke around me, but I don't really mind; I like this type of atmosphere.
Pretty soon, a guy walks up onto the stage with a mic in hand, and plugs its cord into the speakers. He taps it, then brings it up to his lips and says, "Aight, who came here for Lil Peep???"
The crowd around me, which is about 20-30 people, cheers and claps their hands, and I smile to myself. I see him walk along the outskirts of the crowd, and before I know it he's up on the makeshift stage, smiling wide. People continue cheering, and the man hands the mic to Gus. "Hey wassup you guys, I'm Lil Peep," he says, in a low voice. I find myself cheering along with the crowd, like some type of fangirl. He looks out into the crowd, and we finally lock eyes. He stares at me for a few seconds and gives me a slight smile, before saying, "This is my song praying to the sky."
