billies pov
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"baby," i say softly because i know she's probably around emi "show me your lips"
"shut up," she laughs, it's cute "i don't have my air pods in"
"put them in" i suggest
"they're too far bubby. i'm in the living room not my room"
"show me your lips" i joking repeat myself and she gives me a serious look "what?"
"stop bub"
"i'm not even taking about that" i laugh knowing i was "blow me kisses"
"no because you're being annoying"
"mama i was joking calm down"
"okay whatever" she rolls her eyes
"baby"
"yes" she looks at me
"i'm sorry, i was just joking for real"
"it's fine bub"
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imessage
madisons with her girlfriend 🥺
wogan 👼🏽
what r you guys doing
emi <3
i don't think i should
say
on the phone with my girl
what's up
madison 🖤
"my girl"
call me that rn
wogan 👼🏽
r you serious
she's so serious
got her melting
madison 🖤
stop rn
bub i have something
to tell you
go ahead share what
you have to say
wogan 👼🏽
shut up no one cares
emi wya
emi <3
dude ur ruining shit
stfu pls
madison 🖤
em baby r you
good ?
emi <3
no
now like stop texting
omg
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"you're nasty man i swear," i say to madison "but baby go check on em for me"
"she's smoking right now, i don't wanna go in there"
"i get that but you need to check on her" i say "i don't think she's okay baby"
"okay"
madison walks into emi's room, to see emi crying on the floor
"give her the phone" i tell madison, and she does as i say "emi, look at me"
"i don't want to talk right now billie" she gives the phone to madison
"bub i don't know what to do"
"go back to your room, i'll text her"
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imessage
emi
emi, talk to me
no
leave me alone
what's wrong?
everything
billie i can't do this shit
man. i want to give up
you can't give up. you can't
trust i've wanted to give up but
i haven't yet
why not??
everything hurts man
getting high isn't doing shit
it never will em, i've been
telling you this shit.
doing drugs wont help shit
it will make you feel worst
and i don't want you like that baby
but it's hard bil
so hard
idk what to do
anymore
i wish i could hug you rn
because i know that's what you
need
so so bad
i don't want mads to
see me like this
you can't tell her to check
up on me like that
she can't see me like this
em baby, she's your friend
it's important for her to check up
on you. let her do it for me
i can't physically do it so let her do
it for me is that okay?
no billie no
i can't
i really can't have that
why not em? tell me
what's going on in mind
a lot
so much
why am i so sad?
i don't know
yea me either
r you happy?
yes am i but that's only
cause of madison
idek if she knows that
but i know how you feel em
being sad for no reason, you don't
even know why
you're lucky
you have her to keep
you content with life
she's part of it
i have my brother and my family
though emi you need to surround
yourself around certain people
i'm better alone
it's okay i'm fine
gn bil
serious question for
you emi
what is it?
do you cause yourself
any pain?
no. i haven't in a while
i promise i don't plan
on doing that
i'm fine i promise you
billie
i trust you em
i love you man, get
some rest okay?
yea okay, i will
love you too
