it was after class, bella and i had walked to her apartment since it was literally down the street.
her apartment was nice, probably nicer than mine.
"are you hungry?" she asked "want fruit or something?"
"yea that's fine"
"water?"
"yea thank you"
i felt welcomed here, she knew how to treat her guest
"come on we can go in my room"
we walked in her room. she had led light around the cieling. her bedroom door filled with stickers
"you can change it to whatever color you want" she sits on the left side of the bed "wanna watch a movie?"
"yea i'm down, what movie?" i change the lights to blue
"you can pick"
she hands me the remote, and i look through the movies for a least 5 minutes. i picked in the tall grass.
i suddenly find myself holding her hand and her rubbing her finger on the back of my hand. we were chilling. when the movie was over, she put another movie on. a movie neither of us were paying attention too. the lights were now red
i felt my heart beating faster and i'm being pulled in to kiss. in this moment i'm thinking about billie. the only thing running through my mind is, she's not even my girlfriend. she'll lose feelings for me eventually anyways
her hands roamed my body, she gripped on my waist. her lips left mine, and her lips were now on my neck. her hands getting closer to my sweats.
"is this okay?" she asked as her hands are inside my sweats
"mhm" i slightly moan
she nibbles on my ear, her fingers slowly touch my area. my breathing hitches as she touches me. she inserts one finger, pumping in and out of me. i'm on back and she's slightly hovered over me. her lips are back on mine
i moan
"you good?" she asked and added another finger
and all i could do is nodded, nod and moan was all. my back slightly arching. i moan once again as she speeds up. she kisses me to keep me quiet. she then removes her fingers and brings them up to my mouth, making me suck them and i do it. i was hesitant at first because i've never tasted myself, but i did it because she was in control.
this lasted for about an hour maybe? i don't know. i didn't even know what time it started
"you want some more water?" she asked as she got out of the bed
"no i'm good, thank you"
i look in her mirror that was in front of me to see my hair was a complete mess. holy fuck. i hope emi doesn't suspect anything.
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imessage
emi <3
i'm tired can i come
pick you up already?
uh yea that's fine
you dropped a pin
i'll be there soon
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"hey em, you good?" i ask her once i got in the car. her eyes were extremely low, she never said anything "emi?"
"stop asking me that, i'm fine okay"
"i'm sorry, fuck"
"yea mads"
the drive was only 10 minutes. when i got in the house i went straight to the shower to get it running. i connect my phone to the speak and play music.
30 minutes into my show my phone starts going off
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imessage
billie 🥺
i mish you baby
can i call you?
r you sleep mama?
babyyyyyy
ugh i mishes yous
bub i'm just in the shower
i mishes yous too
stop stealing my lingo doe
i'm not stealing it
r you done in the shower
mama ?
no not really
but i'll get out rn for you
i'm just trying to
sleep on ft with you
i know bubby i know
give me five mins
i'm all yours
okay 🥺
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thoughts, predictions??
happy easter, have a good day <3
also i seriously need more sleep. my eyes ARE HEAVY and hurt so bad 🥺
