someone new | b.e

103.

madisons pov
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it's a week later since billie and i have talked.

at this point, i'm emotionally tired. i don't know how to deal with our relationship anymore. i'm tired of waiting of her to better herself for me, well for us.

why can't i be enough for her? was i ever enough for her? probably not and that's fine because i know in the end i need to be enough for myself.

my gut feeling was right though. lexa and que weren't just her "friends". i probably got cheated on if i'm being honest.

i just wanna fall in love with someone who doesn't make me think love is hard or someone who shows me they truly fucking care for me. i haven't had that since my ex boyfriend, he treated me so good and i ruined it because i was too sad.

yea billie treated me good but only in the beginning. in the beginning, she showed so much interest and towards the end of whatever we had it was like nothing matter expect if i liked bella or not.

now i'm sitting in my room, back in la, and billie sent me a post on instagram. i always find it funny how when we fight, she's first to text and it's always about something that she finds funny.

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papibil sent you post

fuck u my head
isn't big >:(
meanie
yours is

it's not lmao

look at ur big ass head
man

this you?

woooah
it's cause how i'm
angled