madison povs
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recap on last night. emi and i decided to go to another party, actually we went to two that night and now i have a massive headache. besides what i'm feeling now, drunk me was crying last night.i over heard one of que's friend, nolan or aaron, i personally don't know or care to know the difference. however, billies name had somehow slipped up in their conversation. along with that so did que's, and how que told them that the two of them were talking.
she's stupid if she is, everyone who's friends with him knows he's homophobic and only gets with girls just to fuck. i was stupid enough to believe her whole friends bullshit.
but since bella's and i beach trip we haven't talked or hung out as much as i'd like. it makes me sad, i think she's mad at me. why does everyone like to get mad at me when i do nothing wrong?
billie on the other hand won't stay out of my messages whether she's texting me or sending my snaps of her pretty little face.
she use to love me a lot and now she doesn't it still makes me upset. i still love her but that's not what i want anymore. i think it was our lack of communication that just filled out imagination with shit we wanted to believe, well what she wanted to believe.
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imessage
bil.madison
madssss
mads
answer me pweaseyes bil
stop being so mean
the 14th ur coming to my
album release party right?i guess i am now
i had valentines plans
though >:(with who?
a girl?maybe
maybe notyou don't have to come
was just wondering if u
werei'm kidding dumbass
i wouldn't miss that shit
for the world
SO SO PROUD OF U
SHORTCAKES🥺🥺
AHHHH U DESERVE WHATS
COMING FOR Ustoooop
glad ur coming, i miss u
you'll the like album
especially certain songswhy is that?
idk cause the lyrics
can't wait
imessage
bellai got a question
well twoshoot em
are you mads at me?
& did u do your notebook
work?no i'm not mad at u
& nope i can't keep up
so i gave up on itokies thought u were 🥺
fuuuuk that shit is hardno i thought u were
u didn't meet up wit me
after class the other daynoo i'm not ive just been
on my lonelyify
u good?eh kinda
what up?
i'm like over billie and shit
but she's all buddy buddy with
que and she said they were friends
but i was at party last night and one
of his friends said they were talking
& same wit lex i'm sure
she still has feelings for heri'm sorry bro :(
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madswrld via close friends instagram stories
madswrld: wittlewogan replied to your story
waitttt what happened
a lot
you'd know if you
talked to mesorry mads i also have
my own problemsyea i know that
but whenever i text u
never text back
what's wrong?
do you not want
to be friends anymore?that's not the case madison
we've just drifted apart
u have billie problems
and i have elias problems
we can solve them without
each otherbut lo were best friends
we go to each other for that
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u were there when destiny left
me over and over again
u were there when i first came out
u were the first to know
u were there ALWAYS and no
matter what logan
now ur never there
why
am i doing something wrong?no ur not
sorry i've been a little
distance but tbh mads
eli and i haven't been doing
well and i don't wanna be
bothered by anyone
i wanna be alone
i just need to be alone
i'm sorry u and bil r going
through things
i'm sorry i haven't been thereit's fine :/:/
we aren't going through anything
we're over logan
and my wittle heart hurts
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so we're gonna ignore the fact that irl
our break up wasn't over textjust thought that story was necessary bc that's
how hurt i was and felt at the timeanyways thoughts on everything
going on??