i'm feeling needier than ever. i want to be cuddled up with billie, looking at the ceiling talking about how i'm weird for liking pickles.
i've tried to convince her multiple times to just eat one and she just won't budge.
i'm contemplating whether i should leave billie alone until her and que are officially done. she claims she isn't dating him. her mind is fucked if you ask me. if someone publicly asked me out, i'd tell the truth. all she's doing is playing with his feelings, it'd probably hurt more if he knew she was fucking her ex. —
imessage bil :/
there's flowers at your door mama
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what's wrong? i did something wrong or what?
i have cramps i'm not in the mood i'm needy and grumpy rn
got it i'll post mates you medicine, a heating pad, chocolate what else do you need?
don't do that i'll be fine
babe do you need anything else?
cranberry juice 🥺 why r u being so nice to me?
because you deserve whatever you want. i'll let emi know you have things coming, go take a warm bath and relax
okies 🥺🥺🥺 i'll text u back in an hour or so
alr pretty girl
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madison**+! 🦋 via snapchat private story
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and shit like that is why i'm still attached to her. there's no way i'm getting over any time soon, as much as i want to i can't.
i'm sitting in a bubble bath, thinking where did we go wrong with our relationship. i felt so comfortable around her and with her. i was help to get deep and intimate with her. i let her touch my body, and the touch felt so heavenly like.
at times i wish she could focus on me and now everything else around her but i know that's impossible due to what she does for a living. sometimes when we were alone, i felt so alone. the love wasn't being reciprocated to me and i hate that.
