it's a late night of writing songs, when my mom comes barging into finneas' room. she started to talk to finneas about him moving out soon.
i was honestly hurt that he'd be gone within a few months. he's my best friend and one of the people i love doing almost everything with. he knows how to make me feel better about certain situations.
"so billie," my mom says "what's going on with you? what's with this madison girl?"
i chuckle at her question "what do you mean?"
"are you dating her?"
"yea billie are you?" finneas adds
of course he knows but he wants to instigate, for god knows why. if i tell her the truth, nothing good comes from that. she's only going to get mad at the fact i'm with a girl and that's stupid. but if i lie it's like i'm hiding the girl i'm in love with.
"i mean yea, we're dating" i hesitated to say
"that's good" finneas says "we're happy for you"
my mom says nothing but walk out the room. i lay flat down on my stomach on his bed, he rubs my back in comfort.
"don't worry about her bil, she'll get over it"
"no she won't, and that's fine but it hurts in a way"
"i know it does, but that's just one person. you have multiple who support and love you"
"it'd be more than one if i told the world"
"would it really matter if you're with someone you truly love? no" he tells me "now go spend the night with her, cheer up"
"we're finishing up a song, i'm good fin"
"we can continue tomorrow, we only have two songs left"
"alright, i'll see you later"
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imessage baby 🥰
pretty girl
hi that's me how r you bubby
could be better wanna do something?
it's like 12am bub what could we possibly do and what's wrong?
nothing don't worry i don't know let's say fuck it and go to new york
new york? right now okay
babe i'm serious so deadass let's go for just a day
but you need security it's gonna be unsafe
not if we leave now just pack a small bag mama
okies bub can you bring one of your hoodies?
yes brat do you want em to come?
only if you want my love hurry and come >:( i want besos
yea i'm fine wit it okay i'm omw pretty baby
—
em 🧼 via snapchat stories
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