When It's Just Us ~TofuuDiger1~

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~Poke~

We sat on the floor in each others arms. How did know one hear me yell..? Was I, not as loud as I thought? Joe said he had never heard me yell so loud but I had yelled once before. So I just thought...I don't know. I hadn't noticed it was Saturday. My mom said we had something to do today, but I guess everyone just went with out me. They knew I didn't want to go anyway. "Is..Is no one home?" I asked, snuggling closer to Joe. "I guess not. Zach...I'm sorry." "Hmm? Why?" His arms wrapped tighter around me, pulling me closer to him. "I..I should have known you wouldn't want to do anything like that...Not after what happened... But I...I couldn't think. My body just wanted you. It was like...burning with want. A part of me told me to stop with a kiss, and another part told me to do it. So I...I did. And I'm sorry." I gently rubbed his back the way he does for me when I'm upset. "It's okay, Joe. Really. I'm...I'm okay.." "No, It's not okay. Because...Because I still want to do those things with you.. I want to hold you close in my arms and kiss you untill we both stop breathing. I want to...do it with you.." I made a slight gasp noise and buried my face in his shoulder. "Then...Then let's...do it." Joe's grip on me loosened. "Wha-What?" I released him and looked into his eyes. "I said...let's do it. If that's what you want." For a long moment, he just stared into my eyes, with his wide open. And his mouth parted slightly. Then he closed his eyes and shook his head slightly. "N-No. I couldn't. It wouldn't make you happy." I grabbed his face with my hands. Forcing him to look at me. "Joe..I'm only happy when you are. So if this will make you happy, then.." I took one of his hands in mine and slid it up my shirt. Leaving the other on his face. "Z-Za-Zach.. I.. Tell me to, and I'll stop. Okay?" I kissed his parted lips with mine. "Okay." I whispered in his ear, leaving a warm breath floating around him. Before I knew it, he was on top of me on the bed. Finding my sweet spot. 

~Tofuu~

I lewft Zach curled up under the covers on his bed to rest a bit after what..what we just did. He told me he wanted me to do it, but something in the noises he made, and the way he shivered and shook told me other wise. I was feeling terrible...But also really happy. I mean...he did that for me. So I would be happy when it made him upset. And I was pleasured. He didn't come, but I did. Although, I made sure to do it outside of him. 

I went into the bathroom and ran cold water in the sink. I splashed my face a few times before drying it and wondering around the roo. It was larger then any bathroom I had ever seen. The tub had fancy steps and racks for soaps. The shower was amlost twice the size of an average one. How lovely it would be to take a bath with Zach...Right now, in his condishion he wouldn't want to. But i"m sure whn he's feeling better he will want to. Or, at least I hope so. 

He is so kind hearted. I couldn't shake the thought of him letting me touch him just to make me happy. Even though he didn't get any pleasure from it. Almost...Almost like he was a sex toy.. "No!" I yelled and sank to my knees infront of the door. My hands tied in my hair and my teeth clentched shut. My breathing was rapid and I tried not to cry. I didn't even think for how I was treating him! I didn't even see if he was alright! What the frick is wrong with me!? Zach had sdaid he was a terrible boyfriend...when in all honesty...I was the bad boyfriend...

I'm so weak...Here I am sitting and crying instead of checking on him...What if I hurt him? I couldn't bring my self to face him.

~Poke~

I woke wrapped in my bed covers. Why was I..? I tried sitting up and pain shot through my back and...and my bottom. "Ah!" I grit my teeth and sat up. "Oh yeah...Joe and I...we had sex again. Why was I alseep? I don't remember much of anything." I must have fallen unconsious.  Where was Joe?

"Joe?" I called, hurting to much to get up. No answer. He wouldn't leave...would he? No..He would never.. Then my bed room door slowly pushed open. "Z-Zach?" Joe asked. "You..you called?" "Yeah, are you okay?" I moved to stand, and flintched in pain. "I should ask you! Zach, are you in pain?" Joe rushed over to my side. "It's...It;s not much. I should be fine." I tried to stand and fell back on the bed. Joe looked at me; Horrified. "Why would you let me do this!?" He erupted. Tears streamed down his red cheeks and his fists where shut so tight his knuckles where white. "I-I wanted you to be happy.." I felt my own tears warm my eyes. The sight of me almost crying, hit Joe like a punch to the face. His tears stopped and he leaped at me. Hugging me. Tight, but not enough to hurt me. "I didn't mean to yell...Zach...I'm sorry I hurt you." "It's okay. As long as you're happy. Right?" "Yeah. I guess I was." I smiled and gently kissed him. "Good. That's what I want. So...How about a bath? To help reduce my p-pain?" I smiled back at him. "Yeah...Okay."

He gently carried me to the bathroom and ran the water. "Will you join me?" "You want me to..? I..I hurt you.." I brought our faces together and kissed him again. "Yes. Please, Joe." He nodded. "Okay."

We sat in the warm, almost hot water together. Relaxing for a bit, then Joe gently washed me.

A/N SORRY GUYS ITS BEEN SO LONG <3 I KEEP FINDING NEW ANIMES AND GET CRAZY WITH THEM. LOL. I'LL TRY TO STAY WORKING THIS TIME. ILY GUYS <3