When It's Just Us ~TofuuDiger1~

8

~Poke~

The whole day I thought of Joe... Until one question came to mind...

Where we really together..? Where we really dating? I mean...he said he liked me too, but he never actually said we were. And he didn't hold my hand, or touch me at all on the way to school. And I didn't see Leah at all. 

I really wish Joe and I had at least one class together.

~Tofuu~

After I kissed Zach, I realized that Leah could have seen us. I didn't want to labled as the kid who was gay for the lamest dude in the school. Even though I didn't see him as lame, not any more. Now I saw him as the most beautiful person I have ever met. But that doesn't matter to those outside of us. 

I don't know what I would do if Leah went and told everyone at school about me and Zach. That is, if she saw us. 'She more then likely did. Considering we wheren't that far ahead of her.'  I want to be out. Co-Come out, that is. I want to be able to hold Zach's hand down the hals, with out being questioned. Or stared at. But I will if I do.

That's why when Zach asked to get my classes changed, I denided his offer.

~Poke~

"Hey." I was able to pass by Joe after 6th peroid. "Hi." I reached out to hug him- And he took a step back. But his smile made mine perk back up. "I was wondering, Joe." "Hmm?" "If maybe I could get your classes changed. Not so they are like, 100 percent mine or anything. Just so we actually have one or two. You know?" My smile stayed, and his fadded. Why..?

"Uhh..No. No thank you." "Oh. W-Why?" "Just uh.." "Joe..? Do you...not want to hang out with me." His face flashed with shock. "No! I...I" His voice lowered. "I kissed you, Zach...of caurse I want to hang out with you...I want..I want to go out with you...I just...Don't want to come out." Oh.

"O-Oh..I see. So does that mean...We are dating? Just...not in public?" 

This was all a bit confussing.

"Yes." I smield again. And so did he. "Great." I went to hug him again, and he staepped back again. "Joe. I know you don't want to come out, but does that mean we can't hug?" "We can...bro hug." My smile slid away, but some of it remained. "O-Okay." 

We did a bro-side-awkward hug thing. Then we parted ways and went to class.

        A/N AYYYE. UPDATE. SORRY IT'S BEEN AWHILE. HALLOWEENS COMING UP SO I HAVE BEEN DOING A LOT AT HOME. HOPE YOU UNDER STAND <3