Mine

19

Chaeyoung entered the house. It was strange. it still felt like home to her.
She knew Lisa is there and any moment they will meet.

she wondered around the house, brought her bag down the counter and inhaled the air.

"Chaeng?" a familiar voice called her.
she turned around smiling. "Hi Lisa" she greeted.

"When did you got back?" Lisa cant help but smile. "I just got here"

They enveloped into a hug.

Lisa felt like it was New Year all over again, or Christmas for Chaeyoung was the greatest gift she could ever receive.

"Want something?" Lisa asked.

"Coffee?" Chaeyoung sweetly asked.
"Will do" Lisa gave her a cheeky smile.

she was so happy, its like her energy came back. her heart was beating rapidly and she was smiling from ear to ear.

"So, where have you been?" Lisa tried to carry a conversation. she cant contain her happiness and just wants to talk to Chaeyoung.

"i've been wondering around
Europe and America and oh, i also went to Australia" Chaeyoung enthusiastically said while taking a sip from her beverage.

"Its been fun really! i met some friends, tasted different cuisine!" Lisa couldn't help but smile. Chaeyoung was telling stories from her life, telling her she was happy and she did enjoy it a lot.

"Well, have you fell in love?" Lisa jokingly asked.

Chaeyoung fell into a downcast expression and let a shy smile.

she looked at Lisa.

"I might have."

A simple answer that broke Lisa. from a happy smile to doleful eyes. She expected a lot but, didnt receive a lot.

Lisa woke up with sweat all over her. a knock on the door invaded her living room.

she wiped her sweat and regained herself. "it was a damn dream" she said and stood up to open the front door.

she continued to wipe her face so she didnt notice the person in front of her.

As soon as she lifted her eyes, it hit her. Chaeyoung is here.

"Is this another dream?" Lisa asked.
Chaeyoung giggled. "does it feel like it?" before a word, Chaeyoung closed their gap and let their lips touch. They entered the house and continued what they were doing for a minute in the couch.

Lisa couldn't help but ask.

"Is this really real?" She said and let another kiss in. Chaeyoung stopped and looked at her, smiling.

Chaeyoung kissed the girl's forehead.

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Chaeyoung brought out the keys from her house but then she heard the music faintly playing. She listened to it until it ended.

After all this time, it still hurt.

she held into the door knob and couldn't help but cry. she covered her mouth with her hand.

"how can i?" she exclaimed loudly.

She thought coming back will completely heal the wounds she run away from. but it turns out the wounds never even got healed, not even a percent.

Chaeyoung turned around and left the house. It was raining hard and she wasn't stopping. she didnt want to. she just wanted to go home but it seems like her home isnt exactly her home anymore. It felt like a trap that can easily lure her in.

she brought out her phone and called Bambam.

"CHAEYOUNG!" It took Chaeyoung by surprise. she turned around slowly and saw Lisa.

Lisa kneeled in front of the door crying.

Chaeyoung watched from a far as she witnessed Lisa crying and screaming her name over and over in the rain.

She cant help but cry again while holding her phone in her ears.

"Chaeyoung?" a man on her phone spoke.

"Bambam.... i-" tears dropped as she still was looking at Lisa. It hurt her more than anything that has happened.

"where are you? its raining heavily" he said.

"i.. im infront of the house and-" she sniffed. "She's... Its Lisa.. she-"

"Im a hopeless-" Lisa screamed.
"piece of shit!" and laughed while crying.

Chaeyoung turned around. she ended the call between her and Bambam.

She cant think clearly. seeing Lisa still like that making her become the same Chaeyoung she left in that house.

Fragile. She hated it.

Her glowering expression became visible.

She does not hate Lisa but she hated what she did. She took advantage of a fragile girl.

She hated being fragile but when seeing Lisa its just game over again.

She hated that fact. she wanted to change it so bad.

but the thing is, she can't.

she just simply can't. for love.

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(Flashback)

Lisa woke up heavily breathing. Her own dream fooled her twice.

She loses it and stood up, stormed the place and opened the door. It was raining hard but she didnt care.

"CHAEYOUNG!" She yelled and cant help to kneel down. she cried her heart out in the rain.

Didn't i suffer enough? She asked herself. You didnt. and also answered herself.

she cry and cry, talking to her inner self.

"im a hopeless-" she screamed
"piece of shit!" and laughed while crying.

she lay down and cried.

everything was blurry because of the heavy rain fall in her eyes and also to add her flowing tears.

"The guilt is still on show, Chaeng" She said. "I'm sorry." "but for the last time, i want you to show up for me"

"Please" She whispered.

"Please"

"Please."

It was seconds before she fell unconscious.