Mine

14

I woke up with my throat dry and my eyes were swollen and heavy. my nose too were blocked from crying all night last night.

I have so many calls from my phone but i dont want to answer one of them. I stood up from my bed and went downstairs to drink water. Bambam was already having his breakfast.

i hesitated to walk infront of him but i was really thirsty so i did. I put water in my glass infront of him and neither of us wanted to start a conversation.

"uhm." he spoke so i looked at him. I drank my water and waited for him to talk. "Im sorry for the harsh words i said last night" he said. "no its okay. what you said was true but... did you mean it when i cant pick Rosé again?" I said trying not to cry. "yes. sorry but i dont want you to pick her again. i just dont want you to hurt her again"

"but Bam, i wont" i said. he looked at me and didnt said a word but i understood.
"I really love her" "you did" "i still do"

"do you know where she is staying?" I asked
"Of course and no, im not telling you"

"Dont worry too much, i'll visit her often" he said "thank you" "it isnt for you but okay"
"One favor Bambam, make sure she's safe" "Sure."

i decided to get back to work. went to shower then to the company. i entered my office and i just remembered i fired Momo so Mr. Kim was waiting for me with a new secretary and this time its a boy, thank god.

"Hi good morning. I'll be your new secretary starting today. Im Bobby" he greeted and i greeted back.

Someone knocked and to see , it was a girl with the familiar hairstyle and a familiar smell. She peeked through the door and i was right, it was Rosé. "uhm I need to talk to Ms. Manoban" she said so i instructed Mr.Kim and Bobby to go out.

Rosé finally entered the office and i saw a paper envelope in her hand. "S-sit down" i said and she did.

"uhm..." it was awkward. Her eyes were still swollen, more swollen than mine and her nose was redder too

She stood up and showed me the envelope and it said "resignation letter" to it. I looked at her "what is this?" She sat down again

"Im resigning" "why?" "There's a lot of Auditors there who deserves more to be here" "but Chaeyoung, you could stay. I can just hire them" "please sign it"

"Chaeyoung" "please." "Is that how badly you hate me?" I asked and that made her tear fall.

she wiped her tears. "Chaeyoung..." "Lisa please, sign it." "do you despise being with me?"
"I dont" "then.. cant you stay?"

"I cant." i opened her resignation letter, looked at it but i throw it at the bin.

she looked so sad, sadder than yesterday.
"i still dont understand it. i have so many questions" "then ask it"
"Why? is all i want to ask but you cant answer a simple question" "because... she was there when i needed her" what a fucking excuse again, Lisa.

She giggled sadly. "Do you know how much i thought about that And now its happening. I was here all the time Lisa" i was quiet because my excuse was so dumb that i wanted to punch myself.

"I was there for you but i see that it wasnt enough, that i wasnt enough... for fuck sake Lisa, i waited for 6 goddamn years. you werent there too!!" she said.

"6 years... 6 fucking long years" i still couldn't speak. "im sorry" is all i could say.
"give me one last chance Rosé, please" i beg.

but she didnt said a word and stood up. "Im resigning"

Rosé's POV

Was it really worth leaving Lisa like that? i still love her but this is just too much. her explanation was just pure nonsense and so dumb.

i resigned and Jennie told me i could work with Jisoo from now on. Jennie, as Lisa's Ex was too, disappointed.

I called Jisoo and said i finally resigned and im going home.

"she was there when i needed her" i mocked Lisa's words. What about me? was i not there? for all i know, i was there all the time even if she wasn't. i stayed. i waited but still, it wasnt enough.