Mine

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I knocked into Jennie's house and was greeted by Jisoo. She opened her arms and i hug her, crying again.

"shh..." Jisoo said as she pat my back. i hugged her tighter and she let me.

Lisa's POV
+Few weeks back+

"What do you mean?" I asked Momo. "Kiss me" she said walking closer to me in this closed room in New York.

she touched me and played with me, with those lust in her eyes as she looked at me , at my lips. she pulled me by my waist and let her lips touch mine.

i know this isnt right, it will never be. but my body is doing the opposite, i kissed her back.
it lead us to what it shouldnt have happen.

We were again making out in my office, she sitting on my lap while pulling my collar as she deepen the kiss we were sharing. i was holding her waist until we heared things drop and to my surprise its the love of my life, its Rosé.

I pushed Momo away and stood up and saw Rosé's tears falling. She kneeled down and get her things "sorry i burst in" she said. I didnt know what to do or what to say but i walk closer to her but she yelled at me.

"Please Let Me Expl-" she cut me when she stood up. I tried touching her arms when she looked at Momo.

"Lisa's right. You're pretty and hot" she said. I couldnt blame anyone because its my fault. Momo didnt know i have a girlfriend.

"Chaeyoung please let me explain" i nervously tried to touch her again and she look at me with the same eyes that i love but it was all hurt now and its my fault.

"How long has its been?" She asked. "A week." "dont lie" i felt things in my chest something i dont wanna feel but i deserve all of this.

"Its been a month" her eyes went more sad and disappointed and all the negative thing in this world, she cried more and more. "Why did you do this to me? Did i do something wrong?" She asked and walk out. "ROSÉ!!" I called her over and over.

"Lets do our business again" Momo said. "Cant you understand?! I fucking hurt her! Now leave and never come back! You're fired!" I said and grab my keys to follow her.

Momo was a great secretary but i couldnt blame her for being like this. all the blame is on me.

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"Chaeyoung!" I yelled as soon as i enter the house but was stop by Bambam. "Lisa please"
"CHAEYOUNG!" i yelled louder. "Stop it!" Bambam yelled and that made me stop. Its the first time he yelled at me this mad.

"Im so disappointed in you Lisa" he said and i look at him, he was surely disappointed.

"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOUR PROMISE?! MARRY HER? AS IF!" He yelled and i couldnt help but to cry. I hurt her so much

Chaeyoung went out her room with her luggage and i stared at her. She stopped infront of me and said things i dont want to hear.

"i love you. isnt that enough for you to stay?" i asked while my tears fall uncontrollably
"but what is this? how could you this to me..." She walk out and Bambam stopped me again from following her.

"Rosé Please!" I yelled and cried more. I punch Bambam's arm to let me go but he is strong. all i could do is see Rosé walk out the door, leaving the house and leaving me.

Rosé closed the door and Bambam let go of me. I punch his arm over and over.
"You should have let me follow her" i said
"cant you see? you hurt her and you will hurt her more if you follow her"

I cried and fell down my knees. i hug it and cry and cry and cry. Bambam sigh and sat down next to me.

"Why did you do that? you let me down Lisa" he said and put an arm in my shoulder.

"i.. i dont know.. i have no valid excuse" i said and its true. I didnt know why. I dont love Momo at all but i just got swayed because of her being there when i need someone the most, this isnt an excuse because i was abroad and Rosé couldn't come.

"she was the first girl that made you the woman you are today but what happened? what happened to that Lisa?" He said and i cried more because its true. She's the main reason why im like this.

"Do you like your secretary?" "No!" I quickly said. "its just that.. she was there when i needed someone" i said. "Rosé has always been by your side, you know that - or maybe you dont since this happened"

"Lisa.. Yes im your friend but Rosé is now too. This time i wouldnt want you to be with her for now, the girl needed time alone." Bambam said. "But-" "Lisa. Dont put alcohol into the scar, it will only hurt her more. i tell you Lisa, if you really love her you wouldnt fall for Momo"

"I didnt fell for her" "then what are you? fuck buddies?!" He said standing up. I was shocked by his sudden burst.

"Rosé isnt the only one hurting here Lisa! I am too! Im sad for Rosé and im so not proud of you for this!" He said as he lash out more.

"I suggest you pick Momo. Dont you ever pick Rosé" he lastly said and went upstairs to his room.

With one mistake, it created a bigger mess.